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Powderedmonster

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Mar 6, 2019
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For example, the worse my anxiety is, the more anxiety I have about death and killing myself. The more depressed/fatigued I am, the less energy I have to even think about planning my suicide. Fuck this shit. I'm gonna have to strategically plan to ctb as soon as my mood improves even a little bit
 
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dolphin

aquatic thing
Feb 7, 2019
213
Yeah same ... I need to figure out bitcoin but I'm in too much of a fog to do this .. it's like "hi can I please have some antidepressants so I have it in me to carry out my death plan"
 
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ZixivaldYrxes

Archduke Demoness Villaintropic
Apr 3, 2019
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Iktfb. It's only when I feel on top of the world that I can think about diving off :ehh:
Stressors often feel too inescapable for me to believe that I can escape them even by dying, so I would rather die when I have no stressors. Too bad that dying is itself a stressor.
 
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