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lostsouls

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Dec 7, 2024
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Hi there peeps

My first post here and I hope I don't come across like it's a frustration post, as I know most of us in here are frustrated.

I suppose what I'm writing here has been on the forefront of my mind, and I don't really have anyone to talk to, so I'm hoping I can explain here to get views or similar feelings.

I literally think about death every min or the day, I might get distracted by a convo or some random action but within a second or 2 it's back at the front of my mind, I know my time is soon, that I do know. How it will happen I don't know.

There is just so much happening in my life right now that I'm in shock how I cope every day, the weight I have on my shoulders and heart is to much to bear, the best time I get peace is when I'm asleep. Soon as my eyes open I feel angry, upset, sad.

I'm not ready just yet, but it's coming.

Sorry to vent this. I just needed to get of my chest.

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Sometimes just having a safe place to let off steam is all the therapy available to us which seems to ease the pain in some way.
 
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lostsouls

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Agree with this totally
Sometimes just having a safe place to let off steam is all the therapy available to us which seems to ease the pain in some way.
Agree with this totally
 
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I'm always thinking about ceasing to exist as well, in fact I always have done, sleep is the closest to peace for me as well and I personally always hope to just never wake ever again. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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