The relief

[nirvana133]

Anyone else feel a sense of relief when you think about ending it? i don't plan on it till next year, but just knowing im done, and wont have to see 30 brings a huge relief to me. Not having to worry about the future or any of that shit is so liberating, i cant wait for this to be done. I used to be scared to go, but now i feel pretty excited. Anyone relate?

 

[your pathologist]

I think im still scared
Or hopeful perhaps is the right word

But the temptation of ceasing all the worry, hurt, and symptoms of my existence is definitely appealing.

 

[Epsilon0]

When the going gets real tough, the only thing that gives me a little comfort is the absolute certainty that it will one day be over.

In those moments, I think about death with the same passion and lust that young lovers feel for each other when they kiss for the first time.

 

[Lost4toolong]

I think im still scared
Or hopeful perhaps

I have the same thing going on. However yes i also feel therelief in knowing not only that i will die. But that i can do it at my discretion. Unles the scirhosis takes me first lol.

I dont think i quoted that right that came out weird