The only reason I'm still here is because the method I want to use is pretty hard to access

[mechanician]

I really just want to go out peacefully and quietly in my sleep, but in wanting that I continue to keep myself trapped in a life I hate. Does anyone else feel this way?

 

[bruised_reed]

Yes absolutely. I have no money to obtain the methods. I was set on fentanyl but I can't find any as I'm not a drug user and I don't even know where to start looking. SN is going to take too long to get here and I don't know where to find it in stores.

 

[daruino]

I feel the same

 

[StoneCactus]

If I could get a gun or nitrogen, had a place to use CO, or figure out the SN riddles I'd be dead already.

 

[knowledgeseeking]

I really just want to go out peacefully and quietly in my sleep, but in wanting that I continue to keep myself trapped in a life I hate. Does anyone else feel this way?

This is exactly why I'm still here. It feels like all the methods have downsides and I just want to die peacefully in my sleep.

At this point I have three methods that will work but they all have aspects I don't like.

 

[egyptian_baddie]

At this point I have three methods that will work but they all have aspects I don't like.

same , I have 2 different methods however I am scared any of them fails and I get humiliated again plus can't really afford either methods