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TheVanishingPoint

TheVanishingPoint

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May 20, 2025
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The human being is a disruption in the grammar of nothingness. An infinitesimal fracture in a silent continuum, without purpose, without foundation, without any ontological justification.

We are born — but no one called us.
We live — but for no function.
We die — and nothing changes.

The universe has no memory. The consciousness we carry like a cross is merely a chemical accident, a flicker in the formless. The "I" we believe to be the center is nothing but a tired reflection in matter's shattered mirror.

We like to believe we are the heartbeat of some greater order, when in truth we are just a tremor on a stone spinning through emptiness, worn by time, ignored by everything that exists. We are not protagonists. We are errors dressed in language. Every civilization, every love, every conquest is a footprint swallowed by the tide.

Earth is not the cradle of life. It is the most ridiculous echo of cosmic uselessness. An uninvited experiment, a speck among billions, burning light and desire only to fall into eternal silence. No celestial witness watches over us. No destiny guides us. We are echoes that have forgotten the voice.

The solar system itself, with its planets, its orbits, its gravitational illusions, is just a mathematical parenthesis bound to close without conclusion. The Sun will die. Light will vanish. And no one will be there to say, "It is over." Because time, in its depth, has no eyes. It moves, but it does not see.

And the universe? An epileptic spasm of atoms. A blind, deaf, mute god pulsing by itself, for itself, within itself. There is no point in asking "why." It is like asking a stone to confess its dreams.

And we we are the cursed of awareness. We have the ability to ask questions, but not the power to receive answers. We desperately seek meaning, but the structure of all that exists is anti-narrative, anti-teleological, ruthlessly mute.

Our psychology clings to symbols, myths, religions, and fabricated goals because without them, the void devours us. But the truth is this: there is no redemption. There is no spirit. There is no soul. We are thinking flesh dissolving. No part of us is saved. Not even the memory.

All traces are destined to be erased. Every name is condemned to oblivion.
Every act noble or vile is absorbed by the indifference of being.

We exist like the brief dream of something that never slept.
And everything will end, as if it were a cosmic joke without laughter.

The point is not that everything will end. The point is that it never truly began.

We are born in chaos.
We live in dissonance.
We die in dissolution.

And if there is any wisdom in all this, it is in accepting the absurd as the only possible reality. It is in ceasing to seek salvation where there is only dust. It is in gazing into the void not with despair, but with that clarity which only those who have seen the end may afford.

True freedom is not resistance.
It is the understanding that no one will ever ask us to justify our surrender.

The cosmos does not punish.
The cosmos does not reward.
The cosmos does not care.

And in the cosmic indifference, here lies the only truth we are granted: we are of no use.

And precisely because of that, nothing can truly break us.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Maybe. Maybe not. Maybe it will be like the Butterfly Effect. Maybe the actions or remains of one human or mosquito will end up informing an alien race in a ground breaking discovery that will then influence other races who find a way to create genuine meaning. Although- who knows how?

How can you be 100% certain that there isn't a sentience in the universe? A God even? I'm hoping not personally but then, I can't be absolutely sure. There could be as many as 30 million undiscovered insects on this planet. Do they not exist because a scientist hasn't pickled one and given it a fancy Latin name? If a sentience at God level chooses to hide itself from us- I imagine it can. That's not to say I believe that but, I can't be certain of absolutes.

But sure, I do feel the same pretty much. Life is feeling exceedingly pointless!
 

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