Help The end or new start?

[Flying Away]

I know next week could be wonderful and yet still no change. In my head the outcome has to be only one thing if not then I have nothing. A positive outcome seems unlikely but without it I have just over a week to live at most. I'll give it the time but fear I'm just putting myself through more torture. For me to live i need one person to have a change of heart. I so want things to go right. Need all the positive vibes people can send. I know it means nothing but maybe if enough people can hope for me, maybe my world can change. I'm scared of life but have no fear of death. Id like to be scared to die and have no fear of life. I'm asking for positive vibes from people although I have no right to ask. Thank you.

 

[soon06132022]

I wish the best for you.

 

[Flying Away]

I wish the best for you.

Thank you.

 

[Flying Away]

My head is going turbo. Need a positive outcome but brain telling me I can't ever have my happy ending. That is something I can only give others

 

[soon06132022]

My head is going turbo. Need a positive outcome but brain telling me I can't ever have my happy ending. That is something I can only give others

I am now the miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family there would not be one cheerful face on the earth. Whether I shall ever be better I can not tell; I awfully forebode I shall not. To remain as I am is impossible; I must die or be better, it appears to me. A. Lincoln 1.23.1841

 

[Flying Away]

I am now the miserable man living. If what I feel were equally distributed to the whole human family there would not be one cheerful face on the earth. Whether I shall ever be better I can not tell; I awfully forebode I shall not. To remain as I am is impossible; I must die or be better, it appears to me. A. Lincoln 1.23.1841

Then I must die. Being better than I was doesn't work. I need positive thoughts and vibes

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope that you are able to find the positive outcome that you are looking for. I wish for you a better life.

 

[Flying Away]

I hope that you are able to find the positive outcome that you are looking for. I wish for you a better life.

Thank you

 

[hopelessdreams]

im sending you positivity, wherever you are. i hope you find the things you want in life and can life it to the fullest <3

 

[Flying Away]

im sending you positivity, wherever you are. i hope you find the things you want in life and can life it to the fullest <3

Thank you

 

[Dead Meat]

I want to wish you the best @chippyboy and I hope you get what ever you want out of life,and I'm sending you lots of Love and many Beautiful Blessings your way

 

[Flying Away]

I want to wish you the best @chippyboy and I hope you get what ever you want out of life,and I'm sending you lots of Love and many Beautiful Blessings your way

Thank you

 

[Endex]

I know next week could be wonderful and yet still no change. In my head the outcome has to be only one thing if not then I have nothing. A positive outcome seems unlikely but without it I have just over a week to live at most. I'll give it the time but fear I'm just putting myself through more torture. For me to live i need one person to have a change of heart. I so want things to go right. Need all the positive vibes people can send. I know it means nothing but maybe if enough people can hope for me, maybe my world can change. I'm scared of life but have no fear of death. Id like to be scared to die and have no fear of life. I'm asking for positive vibes from people although I have no right to ask. Thank you.

Thoughts and posative vibes heading your way chippy boy. Hope it works out in your favour.

 

[Flying Away]

Thoughts and posative vibes heading your way chippy boy. Hope it works out in your favour.

Thank you

 

[houseofleaves]

SENDING POSITIVE VIBES ~ ~

 

[Flying Away]

Thank you

 

[Flying Away]

More confused now. Felt loved but now silence again. Hope feels finally dashed. One last happy week before the pain returned. Plans are in place. The end is in sight. Time to end it.