As someone who be anhedonic sometimes, I've noticed a very strange thing. When I'm anhedonic, I'm supposed to not feel and my brain is depriving and oppressing my emotions.
However, on numerous occasions, I had way more feelings than normal people and supported and sympathized with the pain and suffering of others while they didn't, and thats during the peak of my anhedonic moments. I always ask myself: Do they really feel? Why they don't care or think about the pain and suffering of others?
Its not only about not caring but sometimes they abuse, hurt or joke about the suffering or belittle it.
I'll never understand and I'll always ask: Do they really feel?
However, on numerous occasions, I had way more feelings than normal people and supported and sympathized with the pain and suffering of others while they didn't, and thats during the peak of my anhedonic moments. I always ask myself: Do they really feel? Why they don't care or think about the pain and suffering of others?
Its not only about not caring but sometimes they abuse, hurt or joke about the suffering or belittle it.
I'll never understand and I'll always ask: Do they really feel?
