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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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I've been a wreck since trauma in late 2015. My life literally stopped progressing since then. It hurts to see how much people got to live life in that decade while I've been a mess in crippling depression. My only got worse.

I could never handle still being alive in 2036 and having remained just as mediocre
 
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OnMyLast Legs

OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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Life ended a long time ago for me, too.
 
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UnoX48

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Jan 6, 2026
36
My life ended in 2013 at the age of 29 due to a chronic illness... In astrology, 2026 is a year of rupture and renewal. I won't miss the bus
 
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Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
In 2016 there was something in the air for me idk maybe it was the fact I succeeded in school and thought now the good life will happen after I survived an asshole teacher and succeeded haha I was so stupid so naive so trapped in irrational illusions. I wish I could go back and punch me in the face in 2016 and yell at myself that now it'd be better to actually seek help and work as much as possible on all the issues so I can have a life later….
 
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darksouls

Illuminated
May 10, 2025
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I have been a wreck since traumas in my early childhood,
my mother loved to torture me in the bathtub with the method of nearly drowning,
since then, I have been a broken soul
 
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WhiteRabbit

WhiteRabbit

I'm late, i'm late. For a very important date.
Feb 12, 2019
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My life ended in 2013 at the age of 29 due to a chronic illness... In astrology, 2026 is a year of rupture and renewal. I won't miss the bus
Same here. Take me back to 2012 🙏
 
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OnMyLast Legs

Too many regrets
Oct 29, 2024
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My life ended in 2013 at the age of 29 due to a chronic illness... In astrology, 2026 is a year of rupture and renewal. I won't miss the bus
My first reaction to this was to think you're ancient...but I was 24 then. I had already blown it. God I'm old.
 
HawkTalon

HawkTalon

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Jan 15, 2026
23
I've done a lot in my life since that time, but it's nothing compared to what came before it.
 

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Exhausted546

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Dec 1, 2025
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Same year, really. Remember how people were saying that the world would end then? Strange, right?
I was still doing well up until late 2015 but I wish the world had ended in 2012. Better that than my current life
 
liza

liza

Member
Mar 2, 2025
65
I've been a wreck since trauma in late 2015. My life literally stopped progressing since then. It hurts to see how much people got to live life in that decade while I've been a mess in crippling depression. My only got worse.

I could never handle still being alive in 2036 and having remained just as mediocre
It's ok, nothing wrong with being not okay. It's a survival emotion. Absolutely nothing wrong with that.
 
gottacheckout

gottacheckout

COB
May 20, 2025
717
Chronic illness as well?

I'm 41, and you're 36, I imagine. Yes, we're officially old fogies.
I wonder what that makes me? Oh, that's right, I'm just a Crazy Old Bastard.
 

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