Venting Thanksgiving

[Hello Alone]

Happy Thanksgiving everyone, I no longer keep in contact with any of my extended family so Thanksgiving is always just between me and my parents/siblings. I recently got a new job in a theater/restaurant and already want to die. Why is this slavery and suffering necessary just to meet our basic needs and not die? I really don't know if I want to or even can keep this up for the entirety of my life. Hopefully I can check everything off my bucket list and shuffel off this mortal realm before I end up going insane.