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brutalus

brutalus

Student
Jun 14, 2021
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Hello, recently Ive decided to openly talk to my mother about my suicide plans. I had mentioned it like 3 times before in my life. the first when i was 12, and it had always been a bit of a dramatic event in the family. but i figured that one of the only things keeping me here is that i dont want to hurt her. so i want to make an effort to make her understand. and i think she does, little by little. i think that even for people that dont want to die, this life is very close to unbearable.
 
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Anonymous_A

Arcanist
Oct 4, 2020
411
Honestly, IMO, it never end well.

But hey, hope all goes well
 
Ramirez

Ramirez

Criminally insane
Jun 10, 2019
396
Honestly, IMO, it never end well.

But hey, hope all goes well
I agree. A loving mother will do anything to not loose you. And I dont blame them. Prolly the worst thing that can happen to a mother even if she understands your suffering. Hope it'll work out okay for you.
 
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MellowAvenue

MellowAvenue

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Nov 5, 2020
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Sincerely, I think this is very brave and somewhat noble of you. I really hope it goes well for you.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I hope things go well for you. Personally, I would never tell any family members as they would not accept it in any way or understand really and they would do everything to try and keep me alive.
 
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CatTheBus5689

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Jun 22, 2021
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I hope things go well for you. Personally, I would never tell any family members as they would not accept it in any way or understand really and they would do everything to try and keep me alive.
I imagine a lot of my family will gather around to spew insensitive bullshit to me and then forget about it within a week if I tried opening up.
 
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Nigh

Experienced
Oct 12, 2020
245
This is exactly where I'm at. I believe that part of my SI is me not wanting my mother to go through pain. I want to sit her down and explain to her that I'll probably be gone soon. Which will probably be the best thing for me - " As my life has been going down hill for years, and we both know it". But I have a feeling that my Mum will try to convince me out it, warn my other siblings and police my every action, even though deep down she'll know it's true.

I truly hope everything goes well on your end.
 
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Hotsackage

Enlightened
Mar 11, 2019
1,146
Ya I told mine as soon as she kicks the bucket I will not stop trying to PERFECT partial
 

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