Resource Taking SN May 15 will update during experience

[onlytake888]

So I am going to be taking 30 grams of SN this coming thursday and I wanted to make this to update everyone as to how it feels, or maybe to show people another path if a death like this was not what you imagined I wanted to do something a lot more peaceful along the lines of a Nitrogen tank with is by far the most peaceful method for anyone wondering I've heard it is like falling asleep. But i want to make sure I leave behind as much money for my parents and didn't want to spend a ton of money just to die. I will be posting updates starting 7am Thursday, May 15th. P.S im going into this with one 30G drink and no backups i'm 60kg so i'm confident in it working and i'll also test a theory on wether sucking on hard candy or eating something plain like bread or crackers will make you throw up in an attempt to mask the disgusting taste I hope this will help a lot of people .

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.

 

[bankai]

Thank you very much for your willingness to help others. I'll be looking forward to your next update. But please don't be under any pressure because of the post you've made. If you want to back out, please do so.

 

[onlytake888]

Thank you very much for your willingness to help others. I'll be looking forward to your next update. But please don't be under any pressure because of the post you've made. If you want to back out, please do so.

Yes i've just seen a lot of confusion as what to do, the pain, masking the taste all types of things and since i'm doing it might as well help others while i'm at it and try to go into as much detail about everything.

 

[loader133]

Thank you for your intention to share such uneasy details. It will help a lot of people. Wish you the best.

 

[needwaytohell]

I hope you find peace.

 

[RiverOfLife]

I hope you find peace with your decision.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

we're here with you. sending hugs. I would stick to mouthwash or a candy, not bread etc. just anecdotal.

 

[onlytake888]

So I am going to be taking 30 grams of SN this coming thursday and I wanted to make this to update everyone as to how it feels, or maybe to show people another path if a death like this was not what you imagined I wanted to do something a lot more peaceful along the lines of a Nitrogen tank with is by far the most peaceful method for anyone wondering I've heard it is like falling asleep. But i want to make sure I leave behind as much money for my parents and didn't want to spend a ton of money just to die. I will be posting updates starting 7am Thursday, May 15th. P.S im going into this with one 30G drink and no backups i'm 60kg so i'm confident in it working and i'll also test a theory on wether sucking on hard candy or eating something plain like bread or crackers will make you throw up in an attempt to mask the disgusting taste I hope this will help a lot of people .

Hello everyone i'm currently just preparing to take the drink at the moment and I have jolly ranchers, crackers, and mouth spray with me for after the drink I will be taking in an hour, after I take the drink I will note my experience on one reply and send it when I start to feel my consciousness fading.

 

[Roadrunner]

All the best, I hope you find the peace you crave.

 

[BPDtgirl]

Thank you. i appreciate you. Don't feel like you can't back out if you have to, whatever happens i hope you find peace

 

[bankai]

go in peace op.

 

[BPDtgirl]

i hope you're doing well OP, whatever is happening i just hope you're okay.

 

[kotonearisato]

Be well, OP. I hope you're able to be at peace.

 

[bankai]

what's going on op? are you feeling OK?

 

[onlytake888]

So I am going to be taking 30 grams of SN this coming thursday and I wanted to make this to update everyone as to how it feels, or maybe to show people another path if a death like this was not what you imagined I wanted to do something a lot more peaceful along the lines of a Nitrogen tank with is by far the most peaceful method for anyone wondering I've heard it is like falling asleep. But i want to make sure I leave behind as much money for my parents and didn't want to spend a ton of money just to die. I will be posting updates starting 7am Thursday, May 15th. P.S im going into this with one 30G drink and no backups i'm 60kg so i'm confident in it working and i'll also test a theory on wether sucking on hard candy or eating something plain like bread or crackers will make you throw up in an attempt to mask the disgusting taste I hope this will help a lot of people .

hello everyone is it currently 8:12 am and i just got done with the drink and the taste was horrendous to say in the least and for reference i am 18 years old 5'11 70kg and i'm also a pretty devout athlete, i took 30grams with the drink at 8am on the dot but had to get the taste out so i ate about 5 ritz crackers, kiwi and i have a green apple jolly rancher in my mouth as i write this the taste is definitely still lingering but not too terrible and i also decided to take 1000mg of ibuprofen instead of the benzos. it is now 8:46am and my head is starting to ache nothing major probably in between a headache and migraine pain wise. It is now 9am and i'm starting to feel a lot more pain nothing major still but nonetheless not very comfortable. im laying down right now and my room is about 60 degrees fahrenheit. 9:30 starting to really feel my muscles aching getting a lot hotter but still just feels like i'm only sick not the level i thought dying would feel like although i can feel my head slowly getting lighter and my vision is starting to slightly fade although have not felt very nauseous even with the fact i ate after the drink havent felt the need to throw up yet. it is now 10:45 the past hour was a blur everythinf is starting to fade i can visibly see my skin darkening slightly and i think this will be the last update before i send still have not thrown up although around the 10-10:15 mark i think the nausea really started hitting i tried getting up for water as well but couldn't stand so had to lay back down again i'm not in a lot of pain right now as i am really not starting to be able to feel much i think i'm going to send now so i can get this info out incase i pass out before i have the chance it's now 10:52 i can feel everything fading but for everyone wondering the pain was a 6-7 at the peak i would scale it with a fever feeling overall not bad at all. i hope this helps someone out there

 

[ghostxheart]

Thank you for the update OP. May you rest well.

 

[bankai]

hello everyone is it currently 8:12 am and i just got done with the drink and the taste was horrendous to say in the least and for reference i am 18 years old 5'11 70kg and i'm also a pretty devout athlete, i took 30grams with the drink at 8am on the dot but had to get the taste out so i ate about 5 ritz crackers, kiwi and i have a green apple jolly rancher in my mouth as i write this the taste is definitely still lingering but not too terrible and i also decided to take 1000mg of ibuprofen instead of the benzos. it is now 8:46am and my head is starting to ache nothing major probably in between a headache and migraine pain wise. It is now 9am and i'm starting to feel a lot more pain nothing major still but nonetheless not very comfortable. im laying down right now and my room is about 60 degrees fahrenheit. 9:30 starting to really feel my muscles aching getting a lot hotter but still just feels like i'm only sick not the level i thought dying would feel like although i can feel my head slowly getting lighter and my vision is starting to slightly fade although have not felt very nauseous even with the fact i ate after the drink havent felt the need to throw up yet. it is now 10:45 the past hour was a blur everythinf is starting to fade i can visibly see my skin darkening slightly and i think this will be the last update before i send still have not thrown up although around the 10-10:15 mark i think the nausea really started hitting i tried getting up for water as well but couldn't stand so had to lay back down again i'm not in a lot of pain right now as i am really not starting to be able to feel much i think i'm going to send now so i can get this info out incase i pass out before i have the chance it's now 10:52 i can feel everything fading but for everyone wondering the pain was a 6-7 at the peak i would scale it with a fever feeling overall not bad at all. i hope this helps someone out there

Thank you for taking the time to post these updates For everyone. I'm sure it will be useful to many. It's very selfless of you. I wish you a speedy and peaceful exit.

 

[anonymous2025]

Hope you find peace soon. Thanks for sharing your experience!

 

[Mooncry]

hello everyone is it currently 8:12 am and i just got done with the drink and the taste was horrendous to say in the least and for reference i am 18 years old 5'11 70kg and i'm also a pretty devout athlete, i took 30grams with the drink at 8am on the dot but had to get the taste out so i ate about 5 ritz crackers, kiwi and i have a green apple jolly rancher in my mouth as i write this the taste is definitely still lingering but not too terrible and i also decided to take 1000mg of ibuprofen instead of the benzos. it is now 8:46am and my head is starting to ache nothing major probably in between a headache and migraine pain wise. It is now 9am and i'm starting to feel a lot more pain nothing major still but nonetheless not very comfortable. im laying down right now and my room is about 60 degrees fahrenheit. 9:30 starting to really feel my muscles aching getting a lot hotter but still just feels like i'm only sick not the level i thought dying would feel like although i can feel my head slowly getting lighter and my vision is starting to slightly fade although have not felt very nauseous even with the fact i ate after the drink havent felt the need to throw up yet. it is now 10:45 the past hour was a blur everythinf is starting to fade i can visibly see my skin darkening slightly and i think this will be the last update before i send still have not thrown up although around the 10-10:15 mark i think the nausea really started hitting i tried getting up for water as well but couldn't stand so had to lay back down again i'm not in a lot of pain right now as i am really not starting to be able to feel much i think i'm going to send now so i can get this info out incase i pass out before i have the chance it's now 10:52 i can feel everything fading but for everyone wondering the pain was a 6-7 at the peak i would scale it with a fever feeling overall not bad at all. i hope this helps someone out there

If you're now gone, then thank you for taking the time in your last moments to document your experience for others. That was very selfless of you and I hope you're resting peacefully now.

 

[BPDtgirl]

thank you, selfless. i'm sorry you felt this way but i hope that ur at peace now.

 

[Observer13]

Wow, mass respect for OP's courage and thoughtfulness. Does anybody know if @onlytake888 used antiemetics?

 

[anonymous2025]

Wow, mass respect for OP's courage and thoughtfulness. Does anybody know if @onlytake888 used antiemetics?

I don't believe so.

 

[kotonearisato]

hello everyone is it currently 8:12 am and i just got done with the drink and the taste was horrendous to say in the least and for reference i am 18 years old 5'11 70kg and i'm also a pretty devout athlete, i took 30grams with the drink at 8am on the dot but had to get the taste out so i ate about 5 ritz crackers, kiwi and i have a green apple jolly rancher in my mouth as i write this the taste is definitely still lingering but not too terrible and i also decided to take 1000mg of ibuprofen instead of the benzos. it is now 8:46am and my head is starting to ache nothing major probably in between a headache and migraine pain wise. It is now 9am and i'm starting to feel a lot more pain nothing major still but nonetheless not very comfortable. im laying down right now and my room is about 60 degrees fahrenheit. 9:30 starting to really feel my muscles aching getting a lot hotter but still just feels like i'm only sick not the level i thought dying would feel like although i can feel my head slowly getting lighter and my vision is starting to slightly fade although have not felt very nauseous even with the fact i ate after the drink havent felt the need to throw up yet. it is now 10:45 the past hour was a blur everythinf is starting to fade i can visibly see my skin darkening slightly and i think this will be the last update before i send still have not thrown up although around the 10-10:15 mark i think the nausea really started hitting i tried getting up for water as well but couldn't stand so had to lay back down again i'm not in a lot of pain right now as i am really not starting to be able to feel much i think i'm going to send now so i can get this info out incase i pass out before i have the chance it's now 10:52 i can feel everything fading but for everyone wondering the pain was a 6-7 at the peak i would scale it with a fever feeling overall not bad at all. i hope this helps someone out there

Thank you so much for taking the time and effort to do this. Rest well, OP.

 

[thetruetato]

hello everyone is it currently 8:12 am and i just got done with the drink and the taste was horrendous to say in the least and for reference i am 18 years old 5'11 70kg and i'm also a pretty devout athlete, i took 30grams with the drink at 8am on the dot but had to get the taste out so i ate about 5 ritz crackers, kiwi and i have a green apple jolly rancher in my mouth as i write this the taste is definitely still lingering but not too terrible and i also decided to take 1000mg of ibuprofen instead of the benzos. it is now 8:46am and my head is starting to ache nothing major probably in between a headache and migraine pain wise. It is now 9am and i'm starting to feel a lot more pain nothing major still but nonetheless not very comfortable. im laying down right now and my room is about 60 degrees fahrenheit. 9:30 starting to really feel my muscles aching getting a lot hotter but still just feels like i'm only sick not the level i thought dying would feel like although i can feel my head slowly getting lighter and my vision is starting to slightly fade although have not felt very nauseous even with the fact i ate after the drink havent felt the need to throw up yet. it is now 10:45 the past hour was a blur everythinf is starting to fade i can visibly see my skin darkening slightly and i think this will be the last update before i send still have not thrown up although around the 10-10:15 mark i think the nausea really started hitting i tried getting up for water as well but couldn't stand so had to lay back down again i'm not in a lot of pain right now as i am really not starting to be able to feel much i think i'm going to send now so i can get this info out incase i pass out before i have the chance it's now 10:52 i can feel everything fading but for everyone wondering the pain was a 6-7 at the peak i would scale it with a fever feeling overall not bad at all. i hope this helps someone out there

Rest in peace.

 

[loader133]

i hope this helps someone out there

It really helps. Thank you and may you find your peace

 

[3FailedAttemptss]

I hope you find peace, I cannot put into words how envious I am.

 

[opheliaoveragain]

nothing but love nothing but peace.

 

[NearlyIrrelevantCake]

Godspeed.

 

[plytiene]

I hope this helps someone out there

It does, it does to all those wondering about the additives and the discomfort levels incurred without them. May you be at peace now.