Help Survived suicide, thinking about it again.

[teddybear1403]

I survived SN method because I got caught by my brother and I got taken into the hospital, that was March, spent several months pretending to be happy and something just ticked within me again that I'm still not happy with this life nor do I have any plan to be happy with it without the extensive use of drugs. What method can I use that's instant and doesn't have any chance of survival given the quarantine/lockdown that I am in?

 

[Living sucks]

Instant is jumping. But SN and 4 hours to not get saved is reliable

can you elaborate on your SN experience? How you felt? What treatments to save you? How long before being found etc?

 

[teddybear1403]

Instant is jumping. But SN and 4 hours to not get saved is reliable

can you elaborate on your SN experience? How you felt? What treatments to save you? How long before being found etc?

I drank 1 glass of water and a tablespoon of SN. Felt dizzy at first, kept passing in and out of conciousness then next thing I know, nurses are plugging in tubes to me. They said my oxygen levels were reduced so I had to breathe into a tank (I think). I think I was found 2 hours after drinking.

 

[bigdog]

So you weren't unconscious all the time?

 

[aminend]

I drank 1 glass of water and a tablespoon of SN. Felt dizzy at first, kept passing in and out of conciousness then next thing I know, nurses are plugging in tubes to me. They said my oxygen levels were reduced so I had to breathe into a tank (I think). I think I was found 2 hours after drinking.

One tablespoon wasn't enough. Do u know how much u ingested in gram?
Did u feel any pain?
Wanna use this method again?

 

[aukguy]

1 tablespoon would be around 15-17g, just under strength