Survival instinct kicked in

[monolog]

it somehow altered my brain processing to justify the continuation of existence

 

[SVEN]

It's a right persistent bugger !

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

Not survival instinct but just hope or some other process.

 

[bankai]

It's brutal. Such a useless bloody thing. Just something that exists in living beings to make them keep going. Doesn't make sense that it's so high in human beings that are capable of rational thought. I mean, if we can understand for ourselves that life is just useless and miserable and we cannot do it anymore and don't want to do it anymore, then we should just be able to end it.But no survival instinct will just well up from deep within the soul to kick our ass and tie us down.