Venting Suppressing impulses to ctb

[asgoodasdead]

I know it's bound to go wrong if I CTB on an impulse. But I can't help it, I have to end it now. There is no future for me. I cannot escape my abusive household or even get a job to escape.

I've practiced on and off for months with my FSH/PSH with my anchor point (very sturdy). Yet, still haven't found the exact spot on my carotid arteries (we are working on it).

I hate myself so fucking much I wish I could get into a car accident or something so it'll be over. Or simply never wake up.

 

[wtg]

I know it's bound to go wrong if I CTB on an impulse. But I can't help it, I have to end it now. There is no future for me. I cannot escape my abusive household or even get a job to escape.

I've practiced on and off for months with my FSH/PSH with my anchor point (very sturdy). Yet, still haven't found the exact spot on my carotid arteries (we are working on it).

I hate myself so fucking much I wish I could get into a car accident or something so it'll be over. Or simply never wake up.

Most of succesful ctb are impulsive, at least that's what I heard.
But i hope you planned it before to make sure you know what you want.

 

[Gomomon]

I think a lot of people want to be as good as gone in the moment, but yeah, it has a chance of backfiring if you dont plan it our carefully. Trust me I tried on impulse and you can see I'm still here, so be careful. Wishing you the best of luck