Summer is making me wanna CTB even more

[Nymph]

Always hated summer since I was a child. I hate sweating, feeling hot and the burning sun. I hate everything about summer and it disgusts me. I can't fall asleep, can't do hobbies, can't relax or anything at all. Since I'm sleep deprived and shit I'm more depressed and anxious. Can't fall asleep even though I take insomnia meds, I'm just laying in bed covered in sweat. I need to find the courage to ctb ffs

 

[Deleted member 19654]

I feel you on the whole hating summer thing. Yes it can be nice for it to be a nice day and to feel the sun on your skin but when it's so hot and humid, it's awful. At least when it's cold, I can find some comfort in just snuggling in bed with my duvet and blankets till I fall asleep. Can't do that in the heat. Not being able to sleep comfortably where I can enter the dream world peacefully makes me angry Being able to sleep and forget all my problems is what makes me happy and I can't even do that at the moment