Discussion Suicide to escape anxiety (and other bothersome emotions?)

[terminalending]

I wondered if someone else's suicide motive was the same as mine. I made this decision because I couldn't handle the anxiety of an unknown future. I've been thinking about this decision for years, starting in 2017 with two failures. But this year it will happen, and I have a solid plan backed up by all my past mistakes and lots of research. But I want to talk to others who have similar or opposite reasons for suicide. If so, why? I'm new here so it's relaxing to meet people struggling like me. My English is not good enough, but I will do my best. So tell me all about it, I'd like to start a discussion.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's very much understandable wishing to be free from this world for that reason, as after all there are so many risks involved with continuing to exist, everything is unpredictable and uncertain and there is simply no limit as to how much we can suffer if we stay here. Wanting to escape a future where I will just suffer more and more is certainly a reason as to why I wish to ctb and I do have a lot of dread associated with existing in this hellish world. But it really sounds horrible to me going through failed suicide attempts, that is exactly what I fear but anyway I wish you the best.

 

[blanket99]

Anxiety has definitely one of the reasons I've considered CTB, and it seems to have got progressively worse as I'm getting older. Things like work, roommates, and physical pain from recent injuries has really sent it soaring. What makes it a lot worse, is when I feel like I have something figured out and can chill out, my brain finds something else to worry about. It's pure hell, and it seems I can't get out of my own way which leads to more frustration.

I don't really have any solutions, but I may be able to relate at least

 

[terminalending]

Anxiety has definitely one of the reasons I've considered CTB, and it seems to have got progressively worse as I'm getting older. Things like work, roommates, and physical pain from recent injuries has really sent it soaring. What makes it a lot worse, is when I feel like I have something figured out and can chill out, my brain finds something else to worry about. It's pure hell, and it seems I can't get out of my own way which leads to more frustration.

I don't really have any solutions, but I may be able to relate at least

It seems we struggle similarly. Although I wish we could have other solutions, I know anxiety is inescable, so may cbt bring us all the peace we desire in our next lifes.

It's very much understandable wishing to be free from this world for that reason, as after all there are so many risks involved with continuing to exist, everything is unpredictable and uncertain and there is simply no limit as to how much we can suffer if we stay here. Wanting to escape a future where I will just suffer more and more is certainly a reason as to why I wish to ctb and I do have a lot of dread associated with existing in this hellish world. But it really sounds horrible to me going through failed suicide attempts, that is exactly what I fear but anyway I wish you the best.

A failed suicide attempt is truly terrifying, especially because it makes future attempts more difficult. But I'm happy to hear your thoughts. They are like me. I wish you all the best too! With or without cbt, hopefully one day we will find peace.

 

[milk is sweet]

I wondered if someone else's suicide motive was the same as mine. I made this decision because I couldn't handle the anxiety of an unknown future. I've been thinking about this decision for years, starting in 2017 with two failures. But this year it will happen, and I have a solid plan backed up by all my past mistakes and lots of research. But I want to talk to others who have similar or opposite reasons for suicide. If so, why? I'm new here so it's relaxing to meet people struggling like me. My English is not good enough, but I will do my best. So tell me all about it, I'd like to start a discussion.

I relate with you somewhat, anxiety of unknown future. Also I don't know why, my grades are going downhill, I got this thing of achieving 100% perfection in everything, I don't know how I got that phobia, which makes me feel like a total failure, and looking at my parents and siblings makes me feel even worse, that how well they are doing in life. Things may get better, but I don't want things to get better. I just want to leave, you know just like if there is no root, there won't be anymore problems. I just want to destroy the root.

 

[jamie_]

anxiety has stolen my life. it's like being sentenced to a life sentence in prison

 

[downndone2]

anxiety has stolen my life. it's like being sentenced to a life sentence in prison

I've only had bad anxiety for last several years. I made a lot of mistakes that caused financial losses and divorce. After that happened the anxiety has been awful. I isolate myself and feel like I'm in a life prison sentence fir sure.

 

[jamie_]

I've only had bad anxiety for last several years. I made a lot of mistakes that caused financial losses and divorce. After that happened the anxiety has been awful. I isolate myself and feel like I'm in a life prison sentence fir sure.

i haven't felt fresh air for nearly a year now

 

[downndone2]

i haven't felt fresh air for nearly a year now

I am working but otherwise I stay in my bedroom

 

[jamie_]

I am working but otherwise I stay in my bedroom

you know your chances are fucked when your parents are fine with you being a loser they need to feed and support like a child because it's the only alternative to certain suicide.

 

[terminalending]

I relate with you somewhat, anxiety of unknown future. Also I don't know why, my grades are going downhill, I got this thing of achieving 100% perfection in everything, I don't know how I got that phobia, which makes me feel like a total failure, and looking at my parents and siblings makes me feel even worse, that how well they are doing in life. Things may get better, but I don't want things to get better. I just want to leave, you know just like if there is no root, there won't be anymore problems. I just want to destroy the root.

I feel exactly like that!