laterAlagator801

laterAlagator801

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Dec 30, 2025
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So I've been believing most of my life that if we don't have to be here we don't to be and no should force us to be alive.. it may seem right to force someone to live but some I don't think can escape and need a new begining.. in one way shape or form . For me my life has been awful ... I know most everyone on here has a not good life but again said we don't have to be here if we don't want to be this life is full of stuff that take us away from the sunny days . Those sunny days can be stormy but still sunny...but there always a rainbow after a bad storm.. or a light one..but which ever way we choose just think twice if u want to live or not.. think everything thoroughly and make ur decision there.. but who ever reads this, if anyone.. listen to ur heart.. you'll be okay someday in this life or another....

Another thing is animals how they get they can watch there best friend die and move on.. it's because there always if not always in the present... That's what keeps them going.. that's to say IDK maybe some of us can learn from them, animals been for me when humans weren't even my profile picture of the goose.. she was amazing but she had to move on to a safer area... I used to sit right next to her on the wall and just vent she would slowly blink one of her eyes while looking at me ...she recognized me every time ...there's something I feel she was in my life for and I think I know that is to keep trying no matter where the air takes u.. think of the small things in life good and bad . The green grass that's tasty for the geese.. the seeds the days that shine.. but if we could only shine are light just like the sun or our darkness and find the balance we'll be okay....

That took for ever to type lol but I guess for now just listen give it a day or so think it over then make your decision....

Love and light.
 
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itsgone2

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Hell yes it should be. It will never happen because you have to be in this hell to understand it. But you are absolutely correct
 
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boyafraid

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Oct 27, 2025
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I agree heavily with this! Making people live in such a shitty world is so cruel in my opinion. We did not choose to be here, at least let us chose when we leave lol. Also, the government should create more peaceful options for people to commit suicide with. I think it was Switzerland that had something like a suicide pod/capsule where they give a person a mix of opioids and benzos. It's peaceful and you go out feeling amazing. I know many people who did opioids at one point. When I asked them about what overdoses felt like, they told me feel amazing and it's just lights off if that makes sense. If we had more things like that available, people would not have to resort to such insane and violent methods. They also would not run the risk of attempting suicide, failing and having to live paralyzed or with life long health consequences in general.

Love the goose pfp btw (:
 
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laterAlagator801

laterAlagator801

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I agree heavily with this! Making people live in such a shitty world is so cruel in my opinion. We did not choose to be here, at least let us chose when we leave lol. Also, the government should create more peaceful options for people to commit suicide with. I think it was Switzerland that had something like a suicide pod/capsule where they give a person a mix of opioids and benzos. It's peaceful and you go out feeling amazing. I know many people who did opioids at one point. When I asked them about what overdoses felt like, they told me feel amazing and it's just lights off if that makes sense. If we had more things like that available, people would not have to resort to such insane and violent methods. They also would not run the risk of attempting suicide, failing and having to live paralyzed or with life long health consequences in general.

Love the goose pfp btw (:
I love what you said. And tysm
I agree heavily with this! Making people live in such a shitty world is so cruel in my opinion. We did not choose to be here, at least let us chose when we leave lol. Also, the government should create more peaceful options for people to commit suicide with. I think it was Switzerland that had something like a suicide pod/capsule where they give a person a mix of opioids and benzos. It's peaceful and you go out feeling amazing. I know many people who did opioids at one point. When I asked them about what overdoses felt like, they told me feel amazing and it's just lights off if that makes sense. If we had more things like that available, people would not have to resort to such insane and violent methods. They also would not run the risk of attempting suicide, failing and having to live paralyzed or with life long health consequences in general.

Love the goose pfp btw (:
Thanks! Exactly I wish it was to but I don't think it will be yanno it's never peaceful in this world ...
 
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ceelobling

ceelobling

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Dec 29, 2025
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I agree. Some people think they're helping people by making them stay alive. Like I think it's in peoples nature to want to save someone from death but you're just extending someone's pain.

Your post was really beautiful and optimistic, thank you for this.
 
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laterAlagator801

laterAlagator801

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Dec 30, 2025
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I agree. Some people think they're helping people by making them stay alive. Like I think it's in peoples nature to want to save someone from death but you're just extending someone's pain.

Your post was really beautiful and optimistic, thank you for this.
Thank you!!

Always đź’Ż
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It needs to be a choice and the fact that we exist in this horrific reality where the suffering and torture of existing is seen as to force and prolong instead truly is criminal to me, I always suffer so unbearably from how I cannot just access painless, guaranteed death to escape from the abomination of existence, every second is torture to be conscious and the suffering of existing is endless, all that anti-suicide people do is just cause so much more harm and suffering in this existence where there is no limit as to how much one can be tortured, forcing people to suffer in this existence truly is such a terrible crime.
 
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myattempt

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Dec 27, 2025
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Yes I once read this quote that was something like people are not against you they are for themselves - i guess it's just better to not trust other people when it comes to ctb
I've concluded that anti-suicide are uncomfortable with the idea of letting other people die over letting them be dehumanised and locked up against their will - they don't want to feel any sense of responsibility for people's suicides - that's why alot of the time in the media we're seeing SS being blamed for people deciding to ctb - it's much easier than looking for the actual cause and flaws in mh services and societal structures- as long as they work and put their efforts into censoring suicidal people they feel much more comfortable than actually funneling efforts into helping and actually listening to suicidal people - rather than saying they lack capacity because they have come to the solution of ctb
Out of mind out of sight - what can I say the majority doesn't actually care they'll just do what is far more convenient
 
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linnea56

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Dec 31, 2025
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in my opinion the people that think they should decide about someone elses life are super egoistic. in both ways. If you kill someone that does not want to die or keep someone alive that just want the suffering to end.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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Our life is the only thing we "kinda" own.
Of course it should.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

Extreme Pain is much worse than people know
Aug 12, 2019
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There are many substances like nembutal and technology like the sarco suicide pod that we could choose to have a painless suicide. Also paying someone to kill me etc. The only reasons we can't buy Nembutal etc because they made those into crimes . They criminalized all guaranteed painless suicide methods to keep us in the prison

So they are forcing many to stay alive and torturing many people. Also they force everyone to have to work and risk extreme torture every day. Being alive is risky and u have to do a lot of work just for the "privilege" of being a slave and risking something even more horrible happening to you

The worst pain and horrible things that can happen far outweigh the meaningless fleeting pleasurable things

The way I see it Non-existence forever is a trillion times better than being alive

Only while alive can I suffer pain that's a billion times worse than I can imagine or remember

If I don't exist then I can never suffer or feel any kind of pain

If I choose to wait another day its another day in hell and another day I risk even worse torture like I could get a stroke today or the next second: why do I have to take such risks ? Why why why why ? Why do I have to live a minute more even if there were no unbearable pain? But unbearable pain is possible

Why can't i do what I know is best Eternal Non-existence which is the only guarantee of never suffering in a hell a quintilion times worse than the worst hell u can imagine

Non-existence forever is the best state the ultimate perfection
 
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laterAlagator801

laterAlagator801

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Wow can't believe how many of u replied .. so much love on this website!! I wish people outside of this websites would see it
.. yet again we can only wish it may come true but it may not.. so
 

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