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MyRightMyWay

MyRightMyWay

Member
Feb 23, 2025
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What songs do you listen to or are planning to listen to when you're down or ending it.
I need a list, music gives me the strength to carry on through an attempt.
My list starts with:
Linkin Park-Crawling
Evanescence-Bring me to life
Connor Maynard- Hollywoods Bleeding
…. Suggestions would be appreciated ?
 
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sadalways

sadalways

My birth was an error
Sep 5, 2024
293
Umm for me it's basically just lil peep. My favorite artist since like a decade ago. If i had to choose a song it would either be "the way i see things" or "let me bleed". But he has many many great songs. "haunt u" is also good, but i like all of his discography so hard to choose. 🥲
 
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sximii

sximii

meow
Dec 4, 2024
168
I actually don't like the idea of putting music in association with ctb. Because if I fail I'll associate it with that music forever, and I'd rather not have that. I really enjoy music and it's a way of escapism for me even
 
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MatrixPrisoner

MatrixPrisoner

Enlightened
Jul 8, 2023
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"I'm the king of my own land
Facing tempests of dust, I'll fight until the end
Creatures of my dreams, raise up and dance with me
Now and forever
I'm your king"

 
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MyRightMyWay

MyRightMyWay

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Feb 23, 2025
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I actually don't like the idea of putting music in association with ctb. Because if I fail I'll associate it with that music forever, and I'd rather not have that. I really enjoy music and it's a way of escapism for me even
I know music does different things for different people, I was a singer for 10 years so have a lot of connection with music. For me those dark songs give me strength, other use music to feel better. Just wondered what others peoples' connection songs were. Best of luck on your journey
 
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Ashes of a Dreamer

Ashes of a Dreamer

Looking for freedom out of this hell
Dec 29, 2024
116
I already have mine made, and as you're probably a rock fan, here are a few suggestions:

- "Adam's song" - Blink-182;
- "A tout le monde" - Megadeth;
- "Asleep" - The Smiths;
- "Fade to black" - Metallica;
- "Hold on" - Good Charlotte;
- "Hurt" - Johnny Cash;
- "Last song before the fade" - Katatonia;
- "No surprises" - Radiohead;
- "Suicidal dream" - Silverchair;
- "You found me" - The fray

Enjoy :)
 
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MyRightMyWay

MyRightMyWay

Member
Feb 23, 2025
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I forgot about The Fray, I used to love them !
 
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death_bed221

Student
Sep 23, 2024
154
This the the song I will put on loop while I take sn
 
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nohopenolife

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Sep 3, 2024
45
Timberland apologise
 
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divinemistress36

divinemistress36

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,525
One more light- Chester Bennington
 
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Yonlux

Yonlux

Student
Jul 19, 2024
170
Healthy End - Siinamota
Please Give Me A Red Pen - Siinamota
Waterfall - Yoñlu
(Serious, Waterfall is a pretty beautiful song, I suggest much to listen that)
 
underduvet

underduvet

loomer
Mar 16, 2025
17
How to disappear completely - Radiohead
Leave me alone - New Order
I'm going to do it - Giles Corey

I'm sure I have some more. I don't really have a suicide playlist, more a playlist full of songs that resonate with me.

Although if I were to ctb, I was thinking of playing J Dilla - "Welcome to the show" as my final piece. It always seemed melancholic, probably given the context of the album being made while J Dilla was dying.
 
Blueberry Panic

Blueberry Panic

The Angel of Death
Jan 5, 2025
490
Exit music (for a film)-Radiohead
Cemetery Drive -My Chemical Romance
Join me in death-HIM
Funeral -Phoebe Bridger
How to completely disappear -Radiohead
 
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RinneOfAragon

Student
Jan 2, 2025
133
I actually don't like the idea of putting music in association with ctb. Because if I fail I'll associate it with that music forever, and I'd rather not have that. I really enjoy music and it's a way of escapism for me even
that's a very good point. I love music and the memories listening conjures. I would want music to distract me but maybe I'll listen to some generic spiritual type of music rather than my favourites.
 
22yearsbroken

22yearsbroken

Lost in the dark... with no sign of light
Feb 15, 2025
254
What songs do you listen to or are planning to listen to when you're down or ending it.
I need a list, music gives me the strength to carry on through an attempt.
My list starts with:
Linkin Park-Crawling
Evanescence-Bring me to life
Connor Maynard- Hollywoods Bleeding
…. Suggestions would be appreciated ?
 
Hagi_Im

Hagi_Im

As long as I live, I will remember
Feb 16, 2025
46
What songs do you listen to or are planning to listen to when you're down or ending it.
I need a list, music gives me the strength to carry on through an attempt.
My list starts with:
Linkin Park-Crawling
Evanescence-Bring me to life
Connor Maynard- Hollywoods Bleeding
…. Suggestions would be appreciated ?
I don't know if you'll like these songs, but when I feel bad and think about СТВ.
My List: 1) Dido - Thank you
2) Komm, süsser tod
3) The rolling stones - Painted black
4) Guts theme (anime berserk)
5) Yuragu Antan no sekai Kara
6) Osamu Dazai - Good bye
 
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HarryCobean

Student
Apr 12, 2024
105
This is a band who were usually quite humorous, but you wouldn't know it from this song.

One Thousand Violins "I Remember When Everybody Used To Ride Bikes... Now We All Drive Cars"
 
cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Experienced
Mar 15, 2025
223
Alone Again (Naturally) - Gilbert O'Sullivan
Failure - Ting Tings
Tourniquet - Evanescence
Seasons in the Sun - Terry Jacks
In the End - Linkin Park
Comfortably Numb - Pink Floyd
listen before i go - Billie Ellish
Creep - Radiohead
Eleanor Rigby - The Beatles
Yesterday - The Beatles
Hurt - Nine Inch Nails
 

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