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Blackoutchange

Blackoutchange

Member
Aug 6, 2024
30
After my last post and talking to some people here, I've decided that I will go with cutting my throat, I will take some paracetamol or whatever so my body will give up
I am so depressed I don't even have good plan for this shit, I just want to leave asap.
This makes me a bit sad because aside from my shitty mother I will upset a lot of family members with my death but what can you do.
 
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Wkoncuodejde

Wkoncuodejde

I Don't want to be “me” anymore
Jan 1, 2022
78
I'm sorry to hear about your mom, if you decide to go for it I hope you find solace and peace from everything that torments you
 
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GoSan1

GoSan1

Misfit
Nov 7, 2024
301
Life here sucks, sorry to hear your situation. May whatever comes next be much better than what you have right now...
 
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deadstillwalking

deadstillwalking

floating away from everyone
Apr 23, 2024
63
I see that you decided to settle down on this method. Many people mentioned that it's not the brightest one but in the end it's your choice. All I can say is that I hope you don't suffer much in the process. Good luck!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
43,565
I understand just wanting to be gone but anyway I hope you find the freedom you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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