Venting Suicide is the only solution to me

[The Disqualified]

Suicide is the only solution to me. Suicide is the only way to solve my problems. Only then will all my problems be solved.

 

[An Empty Soul]

You don't have to carry this alone; I want to be with you. Right now, all you want is for this pain to stop and for you to feel relief, I understand that. But death isn't a feeling of relief, it's the complete cessation of feeling. To feel relief, to be able to say, 'Ah, finally it's over,' you need to be alive. There's no such feeling of satisfaction in death. I'm here for you, my friend. Write to me whatever you want. I'm here to listen without judgment.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand as it certainly solves everything for me, ceasing to exist saves me from all future suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again, it solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence.

 

[An Empty Soul]

I understand as it certainly solves everything for me, ceasing to exist saves me from all future suffering in this dreadful, torturous existence and there are no disadvantages to never suffering ever again, it solves everything for me as if I don't exist I cannot suffer, there is no suffering in the peace of non-existence.

Pain is a Symptom of Illness, Not Existence Itself
This "torturous existence" you are feeling right now is not your character or fate; it is probably the result of a very serious clinical condition (severe depression, post-traumatic stress, or a crisis).

You could say: This terrible pain you are feeling right now is your brain and soul's way of crying out for help. Just as you can't walk when you break your leg, your soul is currently crushed under this burden. This is not the end, it is a medical emergency. This feeling of 'torture' can be relieved with treatment.

 

[Macedonian1987]

Suicide is the only solution to me. Suicide is the only way to solve my problems. Only then will all my problems be solved.

Same with me. I always felt like i didnt belonged in this world, ever since I was just 5 years old. I just want to leave this place , this reality. Go to a place where love and acceptance still exists.

 

[Forever Sleep]

You don't have to carry this alone; I want to be with you. Right now, all you want is for this pain to stop and for you to feel relief, I understand that. But death isn't a feeling of relief, it's the complete cessation of feeling. To feel relief, to be able to say, 'Ah, finally it's over,' you need to be alive. There's no such feeling of satisfaction in death. I'm here for you, my friend. Write to me whatever you want. I'm here to listen without judgment.

I understand where you're coming from with this. It is a weird desire in one way- to long for death as a form of eternal peace/ rest- when we may well not get to experience that after death.

The idea can still be appealing though- even if death is nothingness. To someone struggling painfully in life- which sounds more appealing? All of your problems could be over soon? Or- you need to stay here and try to fix them- no matter how much suffering they bring. No matter how little fight you have left. No matter if there isn't in fact an adequate solution- you still need to stay.

For someone who feels exhausted, just the cessation of something they experience as being bad can feel like it would be enough.

Not that I'm intending to encourage or glamorise suicide here. I'm just trying to describe how I imagine a lot of people here feel. I think we use words like 'rest' and 'peace', because we are so used to hearing them in conjuction with death. I'm not sure all that many people truly believe we will experience relaxation after death. Although- it depends on our beliefs I suppose.

I do get what you're saying though. The ideal is, we could overcome whatever ails us and experience this sense of calm in this life. Do you think that is possible for everyone? It's kind though- that you want to be there for people.