I think I'm finally getting close to do it. A dream come true.
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Zyntkalla
Welcome to hell on Earth
- Aug 28, 2020
- 225
I'm in the same boat as you but I am going to wait it I am 28 year old,and also I still have some stuff to do on my part over here.Last edited:
L I F E T O L O S E
only you can stop the evil
- Sep 18, 2020
- 473
SelfLiberation
Thinking about ctb ever since I can remember
- Oct 8, 2020
- 38
albino_elk
im infj with bpd=dysfunctional trash
- Aug 25, 2020
- 233
Same same. We all have that shit in our heads :c
Lux
Member
- Sep 17, 2020
- 61
WornOutLife
マット
- Mar 22, 2020
- 7,183
CTB is on my mind 24/7 too but I don't have the guts and freedom to do it again. (yeah, I tried it once, failed, and now I'm in a prison-like place; my parents house)I get in my head too, but man my survival instinct specialty is procrastination.
LonelyNick
They/Them, He/Him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 262
As I say it's the 2020 vibe for me. It's been heel since January non stop. I'm disappointed to wake up in the morning...
Stom
Member
- May 27, 2020
- 15
A few years ago I only had these thoughts at night, I could bear with them but now I also can't prevent myself from thinking about suicide at work, home, everywhere. I need to get it done before the end of the year hopefully..
Deleted member 17949
Visionary
- May 9, 2020
- 2,238
It's always on my mind too. It's like how you think about work or school every day because they're just constants in your life. Being suicidal is a constant in my life now.
Me too stuck at my parents after an attempt. the worst place for my mental health
wanttodie
Enlightened
- Apr 19, 2018
- 1,823
If you live in the United States, please vote first!! Lol
Seriously, I do wonder how many people are putting off their ctb until after the election? I know I am!!
AJ95
24/7 sylvia plath
- Sep 3, 2020
- 478
Me too
That feeling when it finally sinks in and the peace that comes with it is so nicesame feeling for me, everyday wake up I tell myself why didn't I die yesterday, if I had I wouldn't have suffered today.... it encourage me everyday to plan for my last day...hello, I am also suicidal. I was wondering if I could get some help on how to poison myself. I know SN is popular here but any more information will be greatly appreciated. I'm 21. I live with my parents. I may go back to school in the spring. However, dying before this year ends would be great.Similar threads
