suicide by hanging or overdose

[labaie88]

Can anyone give me advice on how to hang myself? I want to do it in my dorm room. I would have to use the doorknob or the rail in my closet. Would that even work? I hear you can do it with a scarf. What knot do you use and how to make it? I tried to overdose on my depression meds but I just become sick and end up in the hospital. I was thinking of trying again but all the meds I have are the safe ones. I tried to overdose a few times and they put me on the safer stuff so if I try again I wont die or suffer side effects. LIke Abilify. I read that doesnt do anything if you try to overdose with it. I only have like 10 pills left over of trazodone and a few of zyprexa. Clearly not enough. Any suggestions? Should I just mix over the counter? I don't really want to be in pain so any way to die and be at peace is ideal not suffer from physical pain for a while or end up brain dead. I just cant live this way anymore. I want out. My husband left me after I got PTSD from my abortion. I have never gotten better and just want to be gone. I lost everything important to me. I tried to get him back for 3 years and he just continues to ignore me and force me to divorce him. I tried to talk to him and he put a restraining order on me. Im in a lot of pain so please help

 

[cap]

Do not try overdosing again, it is pretty unreliable. Check this thread for partial hanging: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/how-to-hang-yourself.1183/#post-13496

 

[Trashcan]

If you do want to overdose, look into sodium nitrite (SN). There is a megathread about it.
https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/sn-megathread.1156/

You can also look into Nembutal (N). "A" is the only reliable supplier of N. We call him A, because we are not supposed to say the full names of suppliers on here. https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/megathread-getting-n-from-a.2544/

Another way to look up megathreads is type "megathread" in the search bar. Then click "search again" and check "titles only."