Suicidal when waking up

[wayn]

I noticed that usally I feel more suicidal when I woke up, anyone else? :D

 

[CaliguIa]

yes

 

[kunikuzushi]

Me too. I think it's the shock of realizing I'm still alive and have to suffer through another day. And then as the day goes on I can dissociate and hopefully distract myself. Then all my hard work goes to waste when I wake up again

 

[8leveloquenfrn4evr8]

yup

 

[FuneralCry]

I always feel like that, in fact every second is me wishing to not exist as I find it such a torturous, futile burden to be conscious at all, I truly was never meant for the pointless suffering of human existence and all I've ever hoped for is the peace that only non-existence can bring me, I just want to fall into an eternal, dreamless sleep and never suffer ever again.

 

[Joarga]

sí

Yes

 

[SVEN]

Absolutely.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Yes. It's kind of impressive how quickly too. Literally within seconds. After realising I'm still alive and thinking- not this shit again! I've got to get out of here.