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beyonddone

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Quick question, anyone know if there is something you can put in car gas tank that would cause car to blow up? Or is that not a thing that can be done anymore?
I was planning on the train method, pulling out at night in front of the speedway train going between 55-85mph but im scared that i will panic last second and god forbid cops come then im even worse off, i already tried 2 weeks ago nearly succeeded but was woken up, so annoying, so obviously taking all that i took fucked me up on top of all my health issues i already had (my heart rate has been 160,120,140, etc i think all the meds i took at once fucked up my heart esp since i already had heart issues) anyway i am not trying to have another failed attempt..
So im to the point i need a very high probability way and crashing on the road just likely wont cut it and im not risking it, train is my best bet… just wanted to spare that whole scene but time is running out… idk theres anything worse then wanting to be gone more then anything and continuously "saved" in random ways.. & i dont believe thats "a sign" that i belong here… i dont want to get into it right now but one thing alone that im dealing with is enough to make a normal person give up let alone someone whos been thru all the shit i have & am going thru so yea just any suggestions please please comment, and thank you all 💜
 
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If you fill the engine up with too much engine oil it will explode if you drive after for a while. You have a better chance the more engine oil you fill the engine with.

Hope this is helpful
 
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There's so many stories of people surviving trains with amputated limbs/lifelong injuries/disabilities.
 
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doomerguy88

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If you fill the engine up with too much engine oil it will explode if you drive after for a while. You have a better chance the more engine oil you fill the engine with.

Hope this is helpful
Are you talking about putting oil in the gas tank, or just putting to much oil in the part it goes in? Also I am trying to understand how to much oil would cause it to explode.
 
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Are you talking about putting oil in the gas tank, or just putting to much oil in the part it goes in? Also I am trying to understand how to much oil would cause it to explode.
Just putting too much oil in the part that oil goes in. I don't know how much, but I was in my friend's car when it began to smell brunt and it came out smoke from the car. We took it to a mechanic that said that we were pretty lucky that it didn't explode. She didn't make sure that she was pouring in the right amount, but it wasn't like she had put in way too much. I tried to find the exact amount, but didn't really manage to. But I found at some sources that said that 1-2 liters/quarts over the maximum limit makes it a very high chance that it will explode. So just try to put that amount or more, which is even better.

Just ask if you have any more question.
 
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Just putting too much oil in the part that oil goes in. I don't know how much, but I was in my friend's car when it began to smell brunt and it came out smoke from the car. We took it to a mechanic that said that we were pretty lucky that it didn't explode. She didn't make sure that she was pouring in the right amount, but it wasn't like she had put in way too much. I tried to find the exact amount, but didn't really manage to. But I found at some sources that said that 1-2 liters/quarts over the maximum limit makes it a very high chance that it will explode. So just try to put that amount or more, which is even better.

Just ask if you have any more question.
Hmm so out of curiosity I decided to look it up and I don't see anything that mentions the possibility of the car or engine exploding. Just that it can cause damage to the engine due to pressure buildup which causes parts to fail and break.
 
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dai153207

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If you wanna use a car there's a much better way if u just get dry ice and allow it to turn into co2 which is an asphyxiant in a enclosed environment like inside a car for example then right there u have a perfectly peaceful method instead of going for explosions and what not
 
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If you wanna use a car there's a much better way if u just get dry ice and allow it to turn into co2 which is an asphyxiant in a enclosed environment like inside a car for example then right there u have a perfectly peaceful method instead of going for explosions and what not
How much dry ice would you need for it to be effective?
 
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beyonddone

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How much dry ice would you need for it to be effective?
I mean i rather not use a car but im stuck and all i have to use right now… do regular stores sell dry ice? And yea how much would i need? Im just in a 4 dr small car, Mitsubishi mirage so a very small "sedan"
There's so many stories of people surviving trains with amputated limbs/lifelong injuries/disabilities.
I know, which i why i havent done it yet… but also a lot of those stories are not being struck by a speedway train, its usually the slower ones i forget the name of them but im talking about a train that runs from Philadelphia to Atlantic city going 85mph easily…

tbh id rather just drink a bunch of alcohol, take some klonapins, take some layers of clothes off, & leave my windows halfway down or just sleep on the ground outside tonight & freeze to death
its 20-35 degrees with 20mph+ wind gusts… add a little water in my hair and dampen my clothes & im good to go… SHOULD be gone within hours or less, the alcohol& benzos will help a lot
But i am interested in the dry ice concept… i am def going to try that
Im looking now at where to purchase it so i guess if i find the dry ice & it works tonight then i wont be back on here tomorrow & yall will know a much more peaceful way !
 
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Quick question, anyone know if there is something you can put in car gas tank that would cause car to blow up? Or is that not a thing that can be done anymore?
no, you cannot - pretty sure, it could never have been done, to be honest. short of putting an explosive device in there, but why put it in the petrol tank or even in a car? put it on your lap when watching tv if being ripped apart by a bomb type item is what you want

the closest you could come is to put metal filings or something in the tank, and when they get sucked into the engine, that could make the engine blow up - although that would not be the engine exploding. just broken and not running again, just like too much oil in an engine would do. you would be totally unharmed in the driver's seat until you started walking home
 
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beyonddone

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If you wanna use a car there's a much better way if u just get dry ice and allow it to turn into co2 which is an asphyxiant in a enclosed environment like inside a car for example then right there u have a perfectly peaceful method instead of going for explosions and what not
I just looked online, it looks like its not gonnabe easy finding dry ice… of course, but im gonna try to find as much as i can today.. hopefully walmart still sells it in the bags like it says online and u just gotta show ur ID at checkout.. im heading there now. Thank you, i hope to find it and hope it works
no, you cannot - pretty sure, it could never have been done, to be honest. short of putting an explosive device in there, but why put it in the petrol tank or even in a car? put it on your lap when watching tv if being ripped apart by a bomb type item is what you want

the closest you could come is to put metal filings or something in the tank, and when they get sucked into the engine, that could make the engine blow up - although that would not be the engine exploding. just broken and not running again, just like too much oil in an engine would do. you would be totally unharmed in the driver's seat until you started walking home
If i had an at home option i would but im living in my car, only option rn
 
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beyonddone

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If you wanna use a car there's a much better way if u just get dry ice and allow it to turn into co2 which is an asphyxiant in a enclosed environment like inside a car for example then right there u have a perfectly peaceful method instead of going for explosions and what not
Dry ice is turning out to be very uneasy to get, been trying since 7am
 
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beyonddone

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Sep 9, 2024
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How much dry ice would you need for it to be effective?
Hey, when you see my replies, if you could let me know, I was able to get the dry ice took a lot of time pretty much all day but I hope I got enough. I got 10 pounds of pellets. It says that's a lot anywhere. I look on Google so safe to assume it should be enough now I just have to Google and figure out what to do with it. It's the daytime right now. I believe you said wait for it to melt so should I just leave it in my car it's the sun it's cold but the sun's beating it so it won't take long to melt and I don't want it to happen during the day obviously because people you know we will be walking by and looking in. I'd rather wait at least till 730 or eight when it gets dark and I can put my window covers up and park and at least not be bothered for a couple hours. I don't wanna be saved but thank you. You're right. it's much better than an explosion so I wasn't really thrilled to go that route, but kind of at the point where I just need to go if you know what I mean and if you're on here, you know what I mean.
 
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dai153207

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Dry ice is turning out to be very uneasy to get, been trying since 7am
Well I'm happy to hear that you've apparently found the dry ice you should probably take your time though and ask ai for example on how the method is supposed to work you just gotta be careful with your wording in order to know the answer but yea it's not something too complicated
Dry ice is turning out to be very uneasy to get, been trying since 7am
Also by the way I'm sorry to clarify this only now but the carbon dioxide produced by the dry ice can be uncomfortable and feel like suffocation although under the right concentration you lose conciousness quickly and either way it still is a guaranteed method but if u want instead there's carbon monoxide that can be produced by engine exhausts or burning charcoal and it doesn't include any potential pain or discomfort but I mean in both cases the method is effective and has the same inconveniences as SN would have for example
 
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beyonddone

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Well I'm happy to hear that you've apparently found the dry ice you should probably take your time though and ask ai for example on how the method is supposed to work you just gotta be careful with your wording in order to know the answer but yea it's not something too complicated

Also by the way I'm sorry to clarify this only now but the carbon dioxide produced by the dry ice can be uncomfortable and feel like suffocation although under the right concentration you lose conciousness quickly and either way it still is a guaranteed method but if u want instead there's carbon monoxide that can be produced by engine exhausts or burning charcoal and it doesn't include any potential pain or discomfort but I mean in both cases the method is effective and has the same inconveniences as SN would have for example
Yea im gonna check ai, like i said it was hard af to find it like no stores even sell it anymore so it clearly works,just hope i got enough, 10 pounds seems like a lot when store would sell 1 pd each back when they sold it at some stores…
as far as feeling uncomfortable well my other option was pull in front of the speedway train so ill def take this way over the high speed train tbone…
If ur referring to the hose to the exhaust way, yea i wish but i dont think that would work with my car, its a 2024 im pretty sure they changed it and it only works on the older model cars… and i tried but couldnt find SN but with that you have to basically tie urself down right? I remember someone shared a pic of what they set up on here a while ago pertaining to the SN method… i just really dont want anyone to find me (nosey ppl that cant help themselves) right after it works (hopefully by tonight) and call the cops cuz someone is sleeping in their car and end up getting to me in time… at this point thats the only thing im worried about, im working on finding the best place to park for the night now where i can put my window covers up & not be bothered & hopefully not alive by morning to reply to this post, further confirming this works
Its weird tho too cuz i been thinkin bout a lot since i got the dry ice but they were so nice at the place i keep thinking i hope this doesnt fuck up their business at all… this feeling is literally the worst… wanting nothing more then this but feeling every emotion of other shit
Sorry long venting !!
 
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dai153207

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Yea im gonna check ai, like i said it was hard af to find it like no stores even sell it anymore so it clearly works,just hope i got enough, 10 pounds seems like a lot when store would sell 1 pd each back when they sold it at some stores…
as far as feeling uncomfortable well my other option was pull in front of the speedway train so ill def take this way over the high speed train tbone…
If ur referring to the hose to the exhaust way, yea i wish but i dont think that would work with my car, its a 2024 im pretty sure they changed it and it only works on the older model cars… and i tried but couldnt find SN but with that you have to basically tie urself down right? I remember someone shared a pic of what they set up on here a while ago pertaining to the SN method… i just really dont want anyone to find me (nosey ppl that cant help themselves) right after it works (hopefully by tonight) and call the cops cuz someone is sleeping in their car and end up getting to me in time… at this point thats the only thing im worried about, im working on finding the best place to park for the night now where i can put my window covers up & not be bothered & hopefully not alive by morning to reply to this post, further confirming this works
Its weird tho too cuz i been thinkin bout a lot since i got the dry ice but they were so nice at the place i keep thinking i hope this doesnt fuck up their business at all… this feeling is literally the worst… wanting nothing more then this but feeling every emotion of other shit
Sorry long venting !!
Hey no problem I'm happy to talk anytime if u wanna and i guess you're empathic as well since u worry abt how others feel lol look i really hope u get wht u want but if u have any second thoughts plz don't hesitate to talk about them
 
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beyonddone

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Hey no problem I'm happy to talk anytime if u wanna and i guess you're empathic as well since u worry abt how others feel lol look i really hope u get wht u want but if u have any second thoughts plz don't hesitate to talk about them
Thank you… & lol apparently i am very empathetic cuz i care way too much about others, its sad really cuz i never get/got that in return… i wish i could change my mind, i really do its just between being kept from my son the last couple years (to hurt me) then leaving my abuser to end up living with my dad who was also abusive, then im about to get my son back living with my dad until my dad messed that up so bad and so stupidly then blamed me for it then my dad kicks me out then i got behind on my car payments so now not only have i had no choice but to go back, at times, to my ex (abuser) im living in a car that is up for repossession and the company is stalking me like stalking is LEGAL smh… the weather isnt helping, obv the dry ice didnt work i dint think it melted, theres another freeze watch all day today til tomorrow so i think im gonna go buy more dry ice today and hopefully between that and the cold tonight i will just freeze to death or stop breathing from the dry ice…
Man if only we could have back the days when u could just park in an enclosed area and let ur car run & that worked 👌🏼 they had to go and change cars smh but thank u so much, i dont have anyone to talk to, and the repo stalking is so much on my mental health that alone could make a person want to end their lives which is fucked up but when i go in wawa to pee and im in there for less than 2 min & walk out and theres a tow truck pulling in… everywhere i go, plus them following me all day and all night… barely making it in the car let alone survive in 20-30 degree weather out of the car on the street
 
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beyonddone

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ok so since the dry ice didnt work obviously (maybe needed more than 10pds but 10 pds is a lot) i thought about tonight since its going to drop down to 20s again tonight, i could make this little charcoal pot thing and sit it right next to my car door with just my door open and all the rest shut, windows up etc… i believe that it will release a good amount of carbon monoxide, i let it burn for a bit, let the smoke fill up my car though cmonoxide is colorless odorless etc and go to sleep, maybe ill grab a few pds of dry ice just as a back up, monoxide and dioxide mixture should most def do the trick, then add the fact that it will be below freezing so i go to sleep (pass out) and dont wake up, even if all the gasses dont do it, by morning i most def will have hypothermia since i wouldn't be coherent enough to wake and put on heat, blankets, etc….
Lemme know your thoughts to this way anyone, please! I need to get this over with… and im heading back to my original way which was pull in front of the speedway train…. Trying to avoid that hopefully !
 
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dai153207

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Thank you… & lol apparently i am very empathetic cuz i care way too much about others, its sad really cuz i never get/got that in return… i wish i could change my mind, i really do its just between being kept from my son the last couple years (to hurt me) then leaving my abuser to end up living with my dad who was also abusive, then im about to get my son back living with my dad until my dad messed that up so bad and so stupidly then blamed me for it then my dad kicks me out then i got behind on my car payments so now not only have i had no choice but to go back, at times, to my ex (abuser) im living in a car that is up for repossession and the company is stalking me like stalking is LEGAL smh… the weather isnt helping, obv the dry ice didnt work i dint think it melted, theres another freeze watch all day today til tomorrow so i think im gonna go buy more dry ice today and hopefully between that and the cold tonight i will just freeze to death or stop breathing from the dry ice…
Man if only we could have back the days when u could just park in an enclosed area and let ur car run & that worked 👌🏼 they had to go and change cars smh but thank u so much, i dont have anyone to talk to, and the repo stalking is so much on my mental health that alone could make a person want to end their lives which is fucked up but when i go in wawa to pee and im in there for less than 2 min & walk out and theres a tow truck pulling in… everywhere i go, plus them following me all day and all night… barely making it in the car let alone survive in 20-30 degree weather out of the car on the street
Waw I'm really so sorry to hear about what you're going through and about your son and stuff please if things don't work out you can just dm me and we can discuss how to make the method work
 
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Waw I'm really so sorry to hear about what you're going through and about your son and stuff please if things don't work out you can just dm me and we can discuss how to make the method work
thank you 😊… i just sent you a private message
 
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