stupid

[CaliguIa]

fantasizing about bleeding to death feeling the heat of the blood sprouting caresses me but i dont have the guts to make it happen. i want to bleed but I cant do it. the end is near and k couldnt be more happy. Thinking about making a show with my dead. i want they know my pain. or maybe ill just end it in silence from the confort of this place i cant call home

i can see it so clear today. no point to keep going. every human interaction is messy and cringe this life experience is ridiculous. gameplay is shit. and the people who actually pleased me are gone. everything feels so empty