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TiredLostHope20

TiredLostHope20

SN Arrived!
Aug 24, 2022
135
Was gonna do it today however i changed my mind as i felt as if i was rushing it.
I have decided to prepare a bit more and acquiring more SN in case of vomiting.
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
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Think it's wise to be as prepared as possible for an attempt. Sure you must be on a rollercoaster of emotions right now but think it's good to step back and give yourself more time to feel confident in your method.
 
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thebunny

thebunny

be what they fear.
Aug 19, 2022
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good for you for not attempting impulsively. i hope by the next time—if there ever will be, you've fully prepared your thoughts and feelings, and everything that you need. i wish you the best of luck on your ctb endeavours.
 
TiredLostHope20

TiredLostHope20

SN Arrived!
Aug 24, 2022
135
good for you for not attempting impulsively. i hope by the next time—if there ever will be, you've fully prepared your thoughts and feelings, and everything that you need. i wish you the best of luck on your ctb endeavours.
You too. My many worry was it failing thats why im going to prepare more and leave a recording using my webcam as a suicide note.
Think it's wise to be as prepared as possible for an attempt. Sure you must be on a rollercoaster of emotions right now but think it's good to step back and give yourself more time to feel confident in your method.
I was at peace, i have already accepted it. However my only worry was i was not prepared enough, im one of those people who wants it to be near perfect. It wasn't perfect for me and might try again in a few months, that will give me time to prepare more.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I do think that preparing as much as possible for ctb is the best thing. It sounds horrifying failing an attempt. I wish you the best with your plans.
 
TiredLostHope20

TiredLostHope20

SN Arrived!
Aug 24, 2022
135
I do think that preparing as much as possible for ctb is the best thing. It sounds horrifying failing an attempt. I wish you the best with your plans.
Thanks! I will be acquiring more SN just in case of vomiting.
 

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