restingplace
Aspiring corpse
- Mar 7, 2024
- 143
I believe I'm fooling my therapist into believing I'm getting better, not in the way that people who are gonna end their lives act happy when it's close to the end, more so in a "hey things are bad but look at all this improvement" should make things easier for when I ctb
One thing that sucks about trying to carry out this plan is that I don't have the money to get any buses or trains to the ctb spots I want to check out. On money and being homeless, it's been 3 months, haven't heard like anything from the council, by the 3 month mark I believe the council have to update you or move you up a band on homegate or whatever its called.
I've considered hiking but that would take longer and I'd rather check it out quickly so no one worries.
I recently drove past the location where I had my previous attempt, there's gates up now and trespassing warning signs.
I wish I could just lay on the stiff beds of this accommodation until a miracle happens or I rot asleep.
One thing that sucks about trying to carry out this plan is that I don't have the money to get any buses or trains to the ctb spots I want to check out. On money and being homeless, it's been 3 months, haven't heard like anything from the council, by the 3 month mark I believe the council have to update you or move you up a band on homegate or whatever its called.
I've considered hiking but that would take longer and I'd rather check it out quickly so no one worries.
I recently drove past the location where I had my previous attempt, there's gates up now and trespassing warning signs.
I wish I could just lay on the stiff beds of this accommodation until a miracle happens or I rot asleep.
