Story Staying in bed, safety blanket

[plough22]

Isn't it nice with your blankets around you, the world you feel cannot touch you until you get out of.
I'd like nothing more to spend my time here, I'd like the security or the feeling of it, nothing can tough me here when all I'm doing is avoiding. I don't care, others that I know look upon me talk illness with a stigma, I have enough of taint and stigma already holding me down.
I'd stay in this bed forever. I'd just wouldn't leave the protection.
Sounds such like a beaten person, the many faces that I must carry to look to the outside that I'm fine and normal and functioning when nothing could be further from the truth.
I'm back on this site now as I took a break, I saw the light, there lovely people on her who are supportive and It's a sort of protection too with likeminded.
I'll get up now, not wanting but I'll push myself to look my false face. It's tiring, I hope SI disappears and I can push myself, have my plan, have the ropes abs the place but it's the over the edge I need. Over the edge abs then hopefully I find peace.
Apols for the rant. Getting up, have a good day

 

[irememberinnocence]

I greet you from my bed. Managed to stay up for just over eight hours then crawled back to my safe space. Wish I didn't have to see a single person tomorrow, let alone brave the supermarket

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

I love my bed too. I lie in my bed for most of the day. Its my safe space and I want to be there forever.

 

[TheHatedOne]

What is there to not love about staying in bed? If you get out of it you'll have to face predatory humans who are around every corner ready to exploit and hurt you in some way. It sucks that you have to slave away working your whole life to afford such a thing, it gives me the idea that it's a "luxury" even if it should be basic human right as having shelter, water and food should be. I mean we didn't ask to be here. Why do we have to fight for such basic things?

 

[FuneralCry]

Sometimes I find it really hard to get out of bed. There is nothing I ever want to get up for. The thing I want is to fall asleep and never wake again. I hate it when I wake up too early and I cannot get back to sleep. That happens too often. Sleeping is the thing I look forward too, but unfortunately it takes me a while to get to sleep. Your feelings are understandable, never wanting to leave your bed. I find it extremely tiring to be around people.

 

[lobster salad]

I cannot stay in bed too long because it's so hot and the fan and air conditioner can't be switched on ... there's a big pool of swampy sweat if I stay in it for more than 12 hrs and it makes me feel worse. So I migrate between the desk and kitchen and bed

 

[fox_wannabe]

Oh I can relate. I do love sleeping till long hours and I do not enjoy sun reminding me of the day.

 

[Snake of Eden]

I dont necessarily love being in bed because it is enjoyable. I like to stay in bed as long as my mind would let me. Sleep is the only escape I have from this hell

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I spend all day in bed. Except for going to get some food and a quick run. It's my only safe place to be. I know this can't last forever which is why I need to CTB. I have never been like this before in my entire life.