Discussion Staying alive when miserable is the definition of torture

[fkyou]

When you aren't living well.. staying alive to be miserable is torture..you see people around you rich in their life and happy..you see it in social media..you see what you miss..all the entertainment life affords..it's torture

 

[unluckysadness]

I agree. It's torture for me too. My old parents have a full happy life and I'm here alone with my mental and physical pain.
The universe won't kill me with an accident or something else, so I must do it myself. It doesn't make a sense anymore. I'm just writing a letter for the cops who will find my body - without mentioning this forum of course - just to tell them I'm dead (delayed letter). I'm ready to leave now.