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Starlit
Jan 11, 2024
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Raise up your eyes, look at the sky
Where a star shines, all day and night
Can''t see its light? But its so bright!
That's not a lie, it was your smile...


I'm tired to keep looking for hope
I just wanna go back to home
I miss the stars, the way they glow
Too tired to struggle anymore
And god thinks i should go hell
Because i want to make it end
He thinks i should endure the pain,
Keep acting like im doing well

I see myself dying,
While laying in the dirt
And i can't stop crying,
At every single verse
Im tired to be lying,
Acting like i'm not hurt
Just because i'm hoping,
That things will not get worse

Losing my mind when i can't see the stars
Crying the night, wake up sad, act alright
Twenty-five broken hopes
What's one more, after all?
After all the lack of love
Aint no real lover in this world
I lost my homie, my tears cold
Now i can understand Juice Wrld

I've got no one to hug me
Can't feel alone if i'm dreaming
Is this star gonna explode?
Will it amaze me for years?
Can I keep up with my hopes?
Or will they just fly away?

I know, it's a lot, oh
How many times I have to lie?
No i'm not alright, no
Not until the day i will die!
Just be at my place, ah
No one would wanna stay alive

Last star, can't see hope
Quasar, let me go
Just the time of a very last dream
Before i collapse back into your realm
 

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