There are those days in life where I look at it all and see no way out.
You look around and all doors are closed, and it doesn't matter how many steps you take, you always end up on the same place.
But that's the thing I find funny about life: you try and try and try, but for what?
Sometimes I just want to end it all, to give up on everything. But then what would they think? They would all laugh at me. They throw you at the ground, pin you there, and when you admit defeat they still laught at you and hurt you even more. They are sick, profoundly sick.
But so am I. I think I have depression or some other word out there, maybe I should go to the psychiatrist once again. I'm almost giving up. That's how I've been feeling for almost my entire life basically.
Thank you for reading.
You look around and all doors are closed, and it doesn't matter how many steps you take, you always end up on the same place.
But that's the thing I find funny about life: you try and try and try, but for what?
Sometimes I just want to end it all, to give up on everything. But then what would they think? They would all laugh at me. They throw you at the ground, pin you there, and when you admit defeat they still laught at you and hurt you even more. They are sick, profoundly sick.
But so am I. I think I have depression or some other word out there, maybe I should go to the psychiatrist once again. I'm almost giving up. That's how I've been feeling for almost my entire life basically.
Thank you for reading.
