So, I talked to my dad

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

my dad came home pretty late. Yet he addressed me. We first talked about finances until we talked about myself. In a nutshell, my dad said "When I saw you had your bags packed I was frustrated and sad. I was sad because you were suffering and it breaks my heart to see you suffer. At times, I dont know what to do with your brother and I wish he wasn't born. But, you guys are my kids. I have to love you all and take care of you. I want you to be happy and I dont want you to feel you have to leave. I know I have to get your brother help. just bare with me"

Not sure how to feel about this but I think I can rest a bit easier

 

[PointlessStruggle]

Kind words to you at least. Your brother seems to be out of his good graces somewhat. Better than some things though I suppose

 

[OminousVaL]

I am glad the situation is seemingly easing up. I hope everything works out for you.

 

[Ghost2211]

I hope your dad follows up on that.

 

[DeathIsTheWayOut99]

I hope your dad follows up on that.

I hope he does too. it is what I am worried about. I dont trust him
I wonder if my dad loves me enough but I dont think he does