So I don't ctb, how can i think better?

[dandan]

Every since the first time I realize there was something wrong with me ...

I understood I can't think properly....

I can't hold a conversation like other people ...

I tried reading and practicing NLP books, self help methods, meditation, and such...

I don't understand how will I not ctb.... I need to be able to love myself , or like myself , how will I'd o that if I don't....

How will I change from negativity to positivity....

I wish I was a millionaire so I didn't had to worry about being functional...

 

[GeorgeJL]

Take the self authoring program from jordan peterson.

To learn how to tell jokes at here https://www.udemy.com/writing-comedy-for-business/ I took this course and I highly recommend it if you have little idea how humor works.

Take psychedelics to help accept and love yourself. I took 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt and I was in sublime bliss for hours. Psychedelics are not addictive. Just stay away from PCP which isn't a true psychedelic, and dissociative psychedelics. Gradually work your way up, have a sitter, and good set and setting. You can buy them off of the deep net marketplaces.

And learn how to tell small positive stories. It takes hard work don't give up yet if you don't have to.

 

[dandan]

Take the self authoring program from jordan peterson.

To learn how to tell jokes at here https://www.udemy.com/writing-comedy-for-business/ I took this course and I highly recommend it if you have little idea how humor works.

Take psychedelics to help accept and love yourself. I took 2c-b and 4-aco-dmt and I was in sublime bliss for hours. Psychedelics are not addictive. Just stay away from PCP which isn't a true psychedelic, and dissociative psychedelics. Gradually work your way up, have a sitter, and good set and setting. You can buy them off of the deep net marketplaces.

And learn how to tell small positive stories. It takes hard work don't give up yet if you don't have to.

-I'll check the udemy course.
-Jordan Peterson self authoring program it's only some questions which after answering nothing changes.
-ive tried 4acodmt while good it's only good while it lasts, after couple days at work back to reality

 

[GeorgeJL]

-I'll check the udemy course.
-Jordan Peterson self authoring program it's only some questions which after answering nothing changes.
-ive tried 4acodmt while good it's only good while it lasts, after couple days at work back to reality

You missed the point of psychedelics. You must keep using them at higher and higher doses to make fundamental shifts in your perception. Also you must do the work. You must learn to start integrating those psychedelic experiences. Also 4-aco-dmt by itself isn't that good. It wasn't until I mixed 4-aco-dmt and 2c-b that I finally got the the most magical mystical experience of my life. Look up how to do psychedelic psychotherapy. There is much more to healing than tripping when it comes to psychedelics.

Did you take the self authoring program?