SN Video ctb. He was a SS member that wanted to help.

[tpboy]

For some reason these are very rare so i thought it would be good to post. Does not look too bad.

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/321866/man-records-his-own-rather-peaceful

 

[divinemistress36]

Didnt look to distressing but video is fuzzy so hard to tell

 

[bankai]

His original high-quality video is uploaded on this site.

 

[tpboy]

ok that's even better.

 

[iplayedmyself]

that little chart he drew up was pretty complicated and difficult to understand. He must've still had so much potential.

 

[divinemistress36]

Does anyone know if he took benzos?

 

[tpboy]

for me its a tiny tad concerning what all is going on in those 37 minutes or so.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Came from here;

If you are reading this, I catch the bus

I scheduled this post to be released 5 days after my CTB, giving me time to delete it in case something went wrong. If you're seeing this, it means everything went as planned, and I caught the bus. You can check out the details of my plan here (that was also my goodbye thread). I swapped out...

sanctioned-suicide.net

Does anyone know if he took benzos?

He said he took" 20 mg of alprazolam".

 

[Daenerys Targaryen]

I saw him, but the noises scare me. I guess it depends on the person, but he seemed peaceful. Rest in peace

 

[Griever]

SN has always been my preferred method

 

[Pale_Rider]

SN is my second method, because it is the lessor of the other evils, but there is some stuff with it I believe.

 

[StupidCat]

He agonizes for more than 30 mins.
But I think he passed out during the first 10 mins.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

I bet his parents just love that their son's death is forever plastered on the Internet in perpetuity.

 

[thetruetato]

Even though I will likely CTB a different way, I do wish I had access to sn. It looks quite painless compared to other methods.

 

[Blueberry Panic]

Such a interesting video , thank you for sharing

 

[wham311]

Even though I will likely CTB a different way, I do wish I had access to sn. It looks quite painless compared to other methods.

Hit or miss. Lots of reports on this site of awful experiences

 

[Michelstaedter]

Poor kid, I imagine he suffered quite a bit in life, now he rests in peace.

When I see things like this (I've seen some) it terrifies me a little, but deep down, and if there's any liberation from suffering in this world, I think it's better than them continuing to suffer.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

Does anyone have the chart he used?
I saw it on the website but it has been removed.

 

[SmilingNoMore]

Seems do-able.

 

[Romanticize]

Does anyone have the chart he used?
I saw it on the website but it has been removed.

Here you are bro. Very elaborate, very unnecesary meds like Ibuprofen, Tagamet or Propranolol, but Meto and Ondansetron regimen is on point. Also he took A LOT of benzos, this is why he was so... uncoordinated on this vid.

 

[onmywaytothebusstop]

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Here you are bro. Very elaborate, very unnecesary meds like Ibuprofen, Tagamet or Propranolol, but Meto and Ondansetron regimen is on point. Also he took A LOT of benzos, this is why he was so... uncoordinated on this vid.

Thanks a lot. I wonder what he means witgis ctb possible?

Also from the video it seemed as if he had taken his benzos prior to his SN since he was already dazed but i could be wrong.

 

[Romanticize]

Thanks a lot. I wonder what he means witgis ctb possible?

Also from the video it seemed as if he had taken his benzos prior to his SN since he was already dazed but i could be wrong.

By "is CTB possible?" he meant if his parents are sleeping or something, because he said he will do it in his home, with his parents inside. But he will tell he can't sleep and he needs some time alone to fall asleep. Something like that. So he checked if he will have few hours alone from his parents.

And yes, I believe he took 4mg alprazolam before. Alprazolam is a fast acting benzo, and pretty strong one, so 4mg [which is already a big dose] was working already, and just before SN he drinked additional 20mg alpra [mixed with water, so it's effects kick faster] - yea, he was very drugged, almost like wasted from alcohol, it probably helped him not calling for help, or not caring at all, his mind was not fully processing what's happening. This is why benzodiazepines are very good for CTB...

 

[2messdup]

For some reason these are very rare so i thought it would be good to post. Does not look too bad.

https://watchpeopledie.tv/h/suicide/post/321866/man-records-his-own-rather-peaceful

Thanks for that. I wasn't able to see it before.

 

[Big_Eal]

I saw him, but the noises scare me. I guess it depends on the person, but he seemed peaceful. Rest in peace

same , I am scared of the loud noises cause my parents room is just some meters close , I am thinking to do it during the day, also I dont have benzos and It could be even more louder

 

[lifeless.wav]

This method will get more popular and this is not good.

 

[2messdup]

This method will get more popular and this is not good.

Do you mean because it's on wpd, in which case I agree, or because it looks painless and relatively easy?

 

[Droso]

WPD comments full of pro-lifers. Very interesting.

 

[2messdup]

WPD comments full of pro-lifers. Very interesting.

I was surprised at the comments. Although I suppose the youngsters are looking for violent deaths and wouldnt have stayed to comment. And I hate that I wrote that because it brings home the cheapening and disrespect of death on that site. But I do hate that site and wish it was removed tbh. But then I'm a hypocrite because I looked at the video and excused that because sn is my method and I don't want to be found so wanted to see his experience of the method. I felt respect and sadness while watching it.

 

[LastNite]

WPD comments full of pro-lifers. Very interesting.

It's a shit hole of a site lol. 99% of the time you got nazis and racists telling people to kill themselves or theyll rape them but the other 1% are kind of normal but still edgy and weird.

despite the site being 18+ a shit load of the community is underage examples of that are school shooters theyre all underage and most of them had wpd accounts. Recent stabbing in poland the kid had an acc on there.

 

[supremacyofdeath]

There's a bit of comedy in people on a website called "watch people die" advocating for people to not kill themselves and saying how this site is a lot worse than theirs. We're just depressed people with problems trying to handle them and they're sick weirdos who watch gore.