SN tonight

[Northerngirl1965]

I plan on taking it tonight.

 

[wiroho]

I wait for primperan. Where you do it and what's your plan?

 

[Northerngirl1965]

I wait for primperan. Where you do it and what's your plan?

At home at night . I plan on taking tagamet 800 mg, then 1/2 hour later the meto then benadryl and Kalm tab then the SN, 10 g in 100 ml. I am 110 pounds. Just writing a note. I have been living an empty life for quite some time so....I dont want to go but I cant stay

 

[Sickman75]

I hope you have a peaceful journey.

 

[Macc Lad]

At home at night . I plan on taking tagamet 800 mg, then 1/2 hour later the meto then benadryl and Kalm tab then the SN, 10 g in 100 ml. I am 110 pounds. Just writing a note. I have been living an empty life for quite some time so....I dont want to go but I cant stay

good luck northern girl x

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Good luck and may you find peace

 

[DownInaHole]

What changed would make life tolerable again?

 

[Northerngirl1965]

What changed would make life tolerable again?

Its been getting worse. Been well over a year, no quality of life.

 

[DownInaHole]

Its been getting worse. Been well over a year, no quality of life.

I know that feeling. Getting a good life is probably not impossible.

 

[littlelady774]

Hope you find peace

 

[color_me_gone]

At home at night . I plan on taking tagamet 800 mg, then 1/2 hour later the meto then benadryl and Kalm tab then the SN, 10 g in 100 ml. I am 110 pounds. Just writing a note. I have been living an empty life for quite some time so....I dont want to go but I cant stay

Sound pretty well thought out.
We do understand the pain.
I understand empty too. Believe me, I do.
Please know that we will miss you here.
Please understand that we love you, as well.
If you do decide to follow through, I hope all goes well, and you find your peace.

 

[Northerngirl1965]

Sound pretty well thought out.
We do understand the pain.
I understand empty too. Believe me, I do.
Please know that we will miss you here.
Please understand that we love you, as well.
If you do decide to follow through, I hope all goes well, and you find your peace.

Thank you

 

[Northerngirl1965]

Your message made me cry, its so hard

Sound pretty well thought out.
We do understand the pain.
I understand empty too. Believe me, I do.
Please know that we will miss you here.
Please understand that we love you, as well.
If you do decide to follow through, I hope all goes well, and you find your peace.

 

[color_me_gone]

made me cry, its so hard

I'm sorry if I made you cry.
Just remember, your life is NOT empty, not with us here.
We are family. And we know the pain.
And we love you for who you are.

 

[Northerngirl1965]

I'm sorry if I made you cry.
Just remember, your life is NOT empty, not with us here.
We are family. And we know the pain.
And we love you for who you are.

Its ok. I am having a hard time. I have 2 beautiful daughters and a husband but they cant help me

 

[21Neberg]

@Northerngirl1965 It makes me sad to see you leave since your kind messages only started appearing on the forum a week ago. But it was so nice while you were here. I hope you find the peace we all want to find, and manage to overcome your fears unlike me.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Its ok. I am having a hard time. I have 2 beautiful daughters and a husband but they cant help me

@Northerngirl1965 are you struggling through the after effects of the anti anxiety medication?

 

[Philip]

I hope you have a peaceful journey to sleeping forever......hope to join you soon

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

I hope you are able to find peace. If you are successful, that's great, but if you start having doubts or fail in your method, don't be afraid to let us know. Everyone is supportive here - no judgement one way or the other. Best wishes and good luck!

 

[Northerngirl1965]

@Northerngirl1965 are you struggling through the after effects of the anti anxiety medication?

Its so much more than that.

 

[Northerngirl1965]

@Northerngirl1965 It makes me sad to see you leave since your kind messages only started appearing on the forum a week ago. But it was so nice while you were here. I hope you find the peace we all want to find, and manage to overcome your fears unlike me.

I hope so too. Thank you

 

[JustAboutDone]

Its so much more than that.

Yes, please don't think I was being at all flippant, I was trying to recall in my mind what I had read before. I think you had medication damage from Cymbalta and benzodiazepines on top of your problems?

Sending you a hug xx

 

[GerMann]

I wish all the best to you.

 

[Northerngirl1965]

Yes, please don't think I was being at all flippant, I was trying to recall in my mind what I had read before. I think you had medication damage from Cymbalta and benzodiazepines on top of your problems?

Sending you a hug xx

No I wasnt thinking that at all

 

[Final Escape]

Good luck, sorry to see u go :( I hope it goes ok.

 

[Retched]

I hope you find your peace sweetie.

 

[Philip]

@Northerngirl1965 Are you going to keep posting updates after you take it?

 

[Northerngirl1965]

I hope you are able to find peace. If you are successful, that's great, but if you start having doubts or fail in your method, don't be afraid to let us know. Everyone is supportive here - no judgement one way or the other. Best wishes and good luck!

I appreciate it. I am so alone.....mentally

 

[JustAboutDone]

I hope so much you can find peace - or a way forward if you don't feel it's quite the time. We are all here for you Xx

 

[Northerngirl1965]

@Northerngirl1965 Are you going to keep posting updates after you take it?

I was thinking I would. I am feeling so alone right now