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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
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Anyone else feel they would be dead by now if they could just put SN in a smoothie and chug it and be done with it? I know it needs prep work and fasting of course. But if it was that easy would you have done it by now?
 
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sanctionedusage

sanctionedusage

sanctioned sausage
Sep 17, 2025
608
mmm sn smoothie
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
Happy to see you again divinemistress36. I will do anything that is that easy. Assuming that it is at least almost foolproof.
 
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OliverGarden

OliverGarden

Neverchild
Dec 22, 2025
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In a way I do like having barriers to ctbing, personally. It makes it harder to do in a spur of the moment decision (I hope to recover) - which for me specifically is a good thing, but I know for others, it's terrible. I wish we could all choose...

If such an option were available, I definitely think I'd have done it at 7yo, provided I somehow got the SN to begin with.
 
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amor.dor

amor.dor

Autistic
Dec 24, 2025
351
What I've come to understand about life is that it is something I'll end soon, for I live out of mere curiosity. Life is a repetition of the same things, only in new forms , the essence remains unchanged. What botheres me about suicide is that it does not undo my birth; that is the only point that still gives me pause. But the fear of death is no longer what holds me back.
 
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Captive_Mind515

Captive_Mind515

King or street sweeper, dance with grim reaper!
Jul 18, 2023
678
I'm just imagining someone ordering an SN smoothie… "Can I have that to go, please? I have a bus to catch!" 😜
 
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Macedonian1987

Macedonian1987

Just a sad guy from Macedonia.
Oct 22, 2025
875
Anyone else feel they would be dead by now if they could just put SN in a smoothie and chug it and be done with it? I know it needs prep work and fasting of course. But if it was that easy would you have done it by now?
Don't forget the appetizer before consuming the SN smoothie - the meto. It will make the SN smoothie go down a lot smoother lol
 
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WrathfulGloom32

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Oct 12, 2024
1,144
Silken tofu wild berries and fruits smoothie with chia seeds and just a touch of SN
 
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OliverGarden

OliverGarden

Neverchild
Dec 22, 2025
31
I'm just imagining someone ordering an SN smoothie… "Can I have that to go, please? I have a bus to catch!" 😜
The idea of suicide establishments a lĆ  the suicide booth from Futurama is very funny xD
 
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Ligottian

Enlightened
Dec 19, 2021
1,279
I have something called an Equate Meal Replacement Shake. If we only had a Equate Life Replacement Shake. :smiling:
 
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Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,662
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U. A.

U. A.

"Ultra Based" gigashad
Aug 8, 2022
2,521
Snoothie.
 
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dalemar

Arcanist
Nov 20, 2025
454
I don't know a smoothie.
But I wonder if adding some of this to the sn+water would work.
 

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mjolnir

mjolnir

The One Who Falls From the Sky
Nov 15, 2025
146
It's not the taste or accessibility that prevents me from consummating the act, but rather the inherent issues of life and death, their direct consequences for those affected, questions of freedom. And contingencies throughout life influence my choices, including the fact that I am in this forum.
 
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madwoman

madwoman

what a shame she went mad
May 7, 2025
574
My first thought was what the heck, gross. But after reading the post, it would be nice - if I could make my favorite smoothie and just throw SN in when I'm ready. Damn. I do wish it was easy - where there is no prep and that I'd pass out really quickly and truly die peacefully on my own terms. Also I like dark humor so the responses cracked me up.
 
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Kayla

Kayla

quetiapine <3
Dec 23, 2024
332
Anyone else feel they would be dead by now if they could just put SN in a smoothie and chug it and be done with it? I know it needs prep work and fasting of course. But if it was that easy would you have done it by now?
I mean, I put it in a lemon fanta. chugged it, threw up loads, and still had a cardiac arrest, so you could, in theory
 
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asthedayends00

asthedayends00

flyingtourist
Oct 18, 2024
199
I mean.. why can't you? Even if the protocols are not done and you drink 25-30g of SN in a 8-12oz smoothie it'll get the job done.
 
cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

Paragon
Mar 15, 2025
971
I don't like smoothies but I would make an exception. Plus, as a bonus, it might look like an accident.
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
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Good to see you again OP, I was just about to post in the User Discussion Thread asking about you actually. Mmm, sounds a lot tastier, a Soul Nourishing Smoothie, mint flavoured to clear the mind and make all worries SNooze.
 
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divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,918
Good to see you again OP, I was just about to post in the User Discussion Thread asking about you actually. Mmm, sounds a lot tastier, a Soul Nourishing Smoothie, mint flavoured to clear the mind and make all worries SNooze.
That sweet of you <3 Ive just been hibernating
 
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ih34rty0u

ih34rty0u

ā€œdie young and save yourselfā€
Apr 16, 2024
83
i wish i could drink it with diet coke or some flavored iced latte :((
 
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Fresh Soju

Fresh Soju

~šŸ»ģžģ‚“ģ²˜ėŸ¼šŸ¶~
Oct 11, 2020
431
i wish i could drink it with diet coke or some flavored iced latte :((
Some SN with lots of coffee would go hard for me. I'd chug it so quickly no hesitation. 🤣
 
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BlendedHeart

BlendedHeart

It is what it is
Mar 9, 2024
295
Chocolate SN smoothie, that'd be the way to go.
 
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Fresh Soju

Fresh Soju

~šŸ»ģžģ‚“ģ²˜ėŸ¼šŸ¶~
Oct 11, 2020
431
Chocolate SN smoothie, that'd be the way to go.
Oh God, imagine SN Chocolate Game!!
There's 10 pieces of chocolate on a table and the winner gets the SN chocolate and dies!! šŸ”„
 
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