SN plan for 1 week's time, any tips please?

[peacecomingsoon]

Hello everyone. I've finally chosen a date for ctb and will be using SN as my chosen method. The date will be the 4th of January, 6 days time from today and I'll be doing it in a hotel.

The hotel I've booked is over an hour's drive away from my home city, in another city. It is a small, independent motel and I've booked a room for 1 night on 4th Jan. I unfortunately am limited by financial cost so cannot book for 2 nights. It is highly likely that my family will report me missing shortly after I leave for the hotel so I'm expecting to be found by police eventually and booking 2 nights would be pointless for this reason. I'll be travelling by public transport (train & bus) to the hotel to avoid being tracked and the journey will be 3 hours total to arrive to the motel. My phone will be switched to airplane mode to not receive any phone calls or texts and prevent tracing, I'll also have screenshots of the public transport route to follow on the way.

The SN I obtained is >99% purity and seems legit. I have just over 70g and have stored other lethal doses around my home too in case this somehow fails/I'm found by police. So, I'll be bringing 20g with me for the 4th Jan. Unfortunately, I could not access an anti-emetic though as it requires a prescription in my country and I'm a horrible liar and could not find the time either... I know that SN is effective regardless of using an anti-emetic or not and that anti-emetic/meto use seems just to decrease vomiting potentially, improve SN absorption? and a more comfortable experience. Since I can't access it though and don't have time to buy it through other ways I'll have to go without.

PLAN:
- 20 or 30g SN 99% purity
- Mylanta/antacid (double dose of what is recommended on label)
- Paracetamol 1000mg
- potentially alcohol/1 drink to relax SI? I know this is not recommended but don't have any benzos, unsure of what I could use/take to replace the benzo

1. Fast for 8-12 hours (likely 12 hrs)
2. Two hours before, stop drinking liquids (10pm)
3. One hour before, 1000mg paracetamol (11pm)
4. Forty minutes before, begin dissolving SN into both cups in 50-100ml water (10g or 15g per cup, two cups)
5. Fifteen minutes before, antacid double dose (11:45pm)
6. Put note outside hotel room door to 'call police if I don't answer the door at checkout time, do not enter' (11:50pm)
7. Lock hotel room door and barricade with chairs/desk/furniture (police will be looking for me and could find me - is this required, to barricade?)
8. Listen to final chosen songs and drink SN solution, lay back on chair or bed and relax (12am)
9. Potentially chew on gum afterward or bring mouthwash to reduce the aftertaste

Currently, this is the plan... Open to any tips or advice for improvement please!

I am especially worried too about police finding me before I die (due to family very likely reporting me missing on the day). The hotel I booked was with my real personal details which means that police could find me faster but the hotel requires photo ID upon check in so I had no choice. The fact that it's in another city which is in another state should give me some more time and also my family are unaware that I've been depressed/suicidal so may take more time for police to realise this. However, I also made the mistake of contacting a helpline a week ago and was too honest. They called for a welfare check but this was just before Christmas so it never happened luckily. But, police may see this uncompleted welfare check in their system and this could raise their concern or priority in searching for me on the day (4th Jan)...

How could I reduce the chances of police finding me? And what should I do if they do find me or knock on my hotel room door?

Thanks in advance.

 

[Dawnfang11]

First off, airplane mode will not make your phone 100% untraceable. I would personally switch it off while you're travelling if you fear the police finding you. Secondly, I would refrain from leaving a message on your door. It seems highly suspicious. I feel like there's a non-zero chance of an employee or another customer calling the police then and there. Just put up the do not disturb sign on the door. If you barricade the door right, they won't be able to get in and will probably call the police anyway.

Other than these two nitpicks, I see nothing wrong with your method. Good luck, and may you find peace.

 

[noflawless]

Hello everyone. I've finally chosen a date for ctb and will be using SN as my chosen method. The date will be the 4th of January, 6 days time from today and I'll be doing it in a hotel.

The hotel I've booked is over an hour's drive away from my home city, in another city. It is a small, independent motel and I've booked a room for 1 night on 4th Jan. I unfortunately am limited by financial cost so cannot book for 2 nights. It is highly likely that my family will report me missing shortly after I leave for the hotel so I'm expecting to be found by police eventually and booking 2 nights would be pointless for this reason. I'll be travelling by public transport (train & bus) to the hotel to avoid being tracked and the journey will be 3 hours total to arrive to the motel. My phone will be switched to airplane mode to not receive any phone calls or texts and prevent tracing, I'll also have screenshots of the public transport route to follow on the way.

The SN I obtained is >99% purity and seems legit. I have just over 70g and have stored other lethal doses around my home too in case this somehow fails/I'm found by police. So, I'll be bringing 20g with me for the 4th Jan. Unfortunately, I could not access an anti-emetic though as it requires a prescription in my country and I'm a horrible liar and could not find the time either... I know that SN is effective regardless of using an anti-emetic or not and that anti-emetic/meto use seems just to decrease vomiting potentially, improve SN absorption? and a more comfortable experience. Since I can't access it though and don't have time to buy it through other ways I'll have to go without.

PLAN:
- 20 or 30g SN 99% purity
- Mylanta/antacid (double dose of what is recommended on label)
- Paracetamol 1000mg
- potentially alcohol/1 drink to relax SI? I know this is not recommended but don't have any benzos, unsure of what I could use/take to replace the benzo

1. Fast for 8-12 hours (likely 12 hrs)
2. Two hours before, stop drinking liquids (10pm)
3. One hour before, 1000mg paracetamol (11pm)
4. Forty minutes before, begin dissolving SN into both cups in 50-100ml water (10g or 15g per cup, two cups)
5. Fifteen minutes before, antacid double dose (11:45pm)
6. Put note outside hotel room door to 'call police if I don't answer the door at checkout time, do not enter' (11:50pm)
7. Lock hotel room door and barricade with chairs/desk/furniture (police will be looking for me and could find me - is this required, to barricade?)
8. Listen to final chosen songs and drink SN solution, lay back on chair or bed and relax (12am)
9. Potentially chew on gum afterward or bring mouthwash to reduce the aftertaste

Currently, this is the plan... Open to any tips or advice for improvement please!

I am especially worried too about police finding me before I die (due to family very likely reporting me missing on the day). The hotel I booked was with my real personal details which means that police could find me faster but the hotel requires photo ID upon check in so I had no choice. The fact that it's in another city which is in another state should give me some more time and also my family are unaware that I've been depressed/suicidal so may take more time for police to realise this. However, I also made the mistake of contacting a helpline a week ago and was too honest. They called for a welfare check but this was just before Christmas so it never happened luckily. But, police may see this uncompleted welfare check in their system and this could raise their concern or priority in searching for me on the day (4th Jan)...

How could I reduce the chances of police finding me? And what should I do if they do find me or knock on my hotel room door?

Thanks in advance.

Would you like to talk about it? I'm also decided.

 

[peacecomingsoon]

First off, airplane mode will not make your phone 100% untraceable. I would personally switch it off while you're travelling if you fear the police finding you. Secondly, I would refrain from leaving a message on your door. It seems highly suspicious. I feel like there's a non-zero chance of an employee or another customer calling the police then and there. Just put up the do not disturb sign on the door. If you barricade the door right, they won't be able to get in and will probably call the police anyway.

Other than these two nitpicks, I see nothing wrong with your method. Good luck, and may you find peace.

Thank you for the advice. I agree with switching off my phone completely while travelling but just don't think I can memorise the route well enough. I'll have to take two buses and one train during the journey and think I'll definitely mess up if I can't check the route somehow on the way. Should I instead have it written down? Or do you think I could risk temporarily turning on my phone for a minute or two half way or a few times on the way to check the screenshots and then turn it straight back off?

I'll make sure to just put up the do not disturb sign on the door then and scrap the written note. Just really wanted to make sure I don't traumatise any hotel workers or cleaners inadvertently before police come and find my body. How could I make sure no cleaners or hotel staff come in, particularly after my check out time (10am)? or is this something which will inevitably happen and I should just accept it? Thank you and I wish you peace too.

 

[noflawless]

Anybody knows how much time does it take to ctb after drinking SN
I m also planning to ctb with same pattern. Is this the same SN which i have added to cart.
I want to know lethal dose, after effect after drinking SN solution and time between execution of plan and ctb.
Kindly tell, if anybody knows.

First, look for relaxing remedies so you don't vomit and can leave peacefully.

 

[peacecomingsoon]

Anybody knows how much time does it take to ctb after drinking SN
I m also planning to ctb with same pattern. Is this the same SN which i have added to cart.
I want to know lethal dose, after effect after drinking SN solution and time between execution of plan and ctb.
Kindly tell, if anybody knows.

Hey, I believe it may have been Vizzy's guide but last I checked the timeline was something like this after drinking SN (presumably 25g, but I'm going for either 10 or 15g as I'm light, highly sensitive to any substances and don't mind it taking a little longer if it comes with less symptoms/vomiting too).

Timeline (approximate):
3 mins - dizziness
5 mins - very drowsy but still responsive
12 mins - unconsciousness (may take longer with lower doses or change of protocol)
15 mins - deep sleep/not rousable
25 mins - increasing cyanosis (bluish discolouration of nails, lips etc)
30 mins - irregular shallow breathing
40 mins - death (could take up to 60 mins I believe or longer with lower doses)

You can find more information on Stan's guide and Vizzy's guide though, definitely recommend to read through them before going through with your plan too. Here they are and SN resource page:

Stan's Guide to SN.

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document has been designed to give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it works and how to use it. It will use the most simplest way of delivering this information as many members do not have English as their first language. Therefore using...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Resource Page

SN Resource Page https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/stans-guide-to-sn.27535/ Stan's FAQ SN and Digestion : SN journey through the digestive tract Antacid Note * Read Stan's Guide thoroughly first 1. Frequently Asked Questions Death & Recovery Storage Intake Fasting Antiemetics -...

sanctioned-suicide.net

SN Bible Sodium Nitrite Method (Comprehensive Guide SN Method)

Sodium Nitrite (SN) Method Introduction This document is a compilation of different sn information, members inputs, important posts related to sn, recorded suicide cases related to sn, different research on sn and so on. This document also give a full understanding of SN, what it is, how it...

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I hope this helps and hope you find peace too...

 

[Dawnfang11]

Thank you for the advice. I agree with switching off my phone completely while travelling but just don't think I can memorise the route well enough. I'll have to take two buses and one train during the journey and think I'll definitely mess up if I can't check the route somehow on the way. Should I instead have it written down? Or do you think I could risk temporarily turning on my phone for a minute or two half way or a few times on the way to check the screenshots and then turn it straight back off?

I'll make sure to just put up the do not disturb sign on the door then and scrap the written note. Just really wanted to make sure I don't traumatise any hotel workers or cleaners inadvertently before police come and find my body. How could I make sure no cleaners or hotel staff come in, particularly after my check out time (10am)? or is this something which will inevitably happen and I should just accept it? Thank you and I wish you peace too.

Obviously, writing it down would be better. Maybe printing the screenshots? And if all else fails, I suppose you can turn on your phone briefly to check. Consider removing the SIM card too (forgot to mention that in my post) you can easily check on google if you don't know how, it's very simple.

As for the staff. Maybe you could try to end up in the bathroom and place a note on the bathroom door instead? Staff won't come in until after check out time and then also won't have to see your body, or at least not without prior warning. And then your message could be as straightforward as you need it. But tbf, you might not want to die in a bathroom lol.
Here's another idea: a scheduled email sent to the front desk (if they have a email)? I used to work in a hotel, and I that would have definitely worked in our establishment... This one can also be rather straightforward, as they won't get it before it's too late.

 

[.vanilla]

Anybody knows how much time does it take to ctb after drinking SN
I m also planning to ctb with same pattern. Is this the same SN which i have added to cart.
I want to know lethal dose, after effect after drinking SN solution and time between execution of plan and ctb.
Kindly tell, if anybody knows.

The one in the picture is sodium nitrate, not nitrite.

 

[peacecomingsoon]

Would you like to talk about it? I'm also decided.

Sure if you would like to... I was originally planning to ctb yesterday but didn't feel ready and hotel was unavailable. Now with it 6 days away feels so far away. Don't really have much to do other than wait, sleep and talk until my time finally comes :) When is your plan, if you don't mind me asking and what led to it?

 

[Kazu Ha]

Anybody knows how much time does it take to ctb after drinking SN
I m also planning to ctb with same pattern. Is this the same SN which i have added to cart.
I want to know lethal dose, after effect after drinking SN solution and time between execution of plan and ctb.
Kindly tell, if anybody knows.

No, no, no!
That's Sodium Nitrate, but you need Sodium Nitrite (Nano2). And SN purity should be greater than 95% for CTB.

 

[noflawless]

Sure if you would like to... I was originally planning to ctb yesterday but didn't feel ready and hotel was unavailable. Now with it 6 days away feels so far away. Don't really have much to do other than wait, sleep and talk until my time finally comes :) When is your plan, if you don't mind me asking and what led to it?

Do you want to start a private conversation?

 

[Devil0606]

No, no, no!
That's Sodium Nitrate, but you need Sodium Nitrite (Nano2). And SN purity should be greater than 95% for CTB.

Ok thanks for info

 

[peacecomingsoon]

Do you want to start a private conversation?

I'd like to but am not sure of how to or if I've reached the right amount of posts to be able to, as a new member. If you are able to though and want to, I'd be happy to.

 

[noflawless]

I'd like to but am not sure of how to or if I've reached the right amount of posts to be able to, as a new member. If you are able to though and want to, I'd be happy to.

Actually, wait until you meet the requirements; it's kind of complicated to talk about it openly here.

 

[peacecomingsoon]

Just bumping in case anyone has any tips on preventing police (Australian) from finding me when I CTB.

I know I'll be reported missing to police by my family and can't have them find me before. I'll make sure to have my phone switched off and potentially switch it on for a minute or two on airplane mode to check my travel route to the hotel or have the travel route printed out. What should I do if police do find me before? Thanks everyone :)

 

[A_Spartan_Dead]

Just bumping in case anyone has any tips on preventing police (Australian) from finding me when I CTB.

I know I'll be reported missing to police by my family and can't have them find me before. I'll make sure to have my phone switched off and potentially switch it on for a minute or two on airplane mode to check my travel route to the hotel or have the travel route printed out. What should I do if police do find me before? Thanks everyone :)

As a fellow Aussie I think I'll jump in.
Not sure if you're aware but they have installed on everyone's phone a new tracking program since a couple of weeks ago. Also there's now a nationwide database they have access to, calling a helpline was a bad move coz you'll be on it. Everything needs ID so they can track. Buses and trains have cameras and using buscard so you'll get tracked for sure.
My guess is once you check in they'd know about it within half an hour, but you might be lucky if they don't care. You should probably not have the phone at all, or at least keep it off. Switch it on after your drink.
If police finds you before...not much you can do...they probably taking you to hospital code black or if you're very lucky they won't arrest you and take you to your house.

if you have stable housing with your parents though why not reconsider? You might be able to solve your problems..

Btw where did you get the SN from? I've been trying for a while now and couldn't get anything..

 

[peacecomingsoon]

As a fellow Aussie I think I'll jump in.
Not sure if you're aware but they have installed on everyone's phone a new tracking program since a couple of weeks ago. Also there's now a nationwide database they have access to, calling a helpline was a bad move coz you'll be on it. Everything needs ID so they can track. Buses and trains have cameras and using buscard so you'll get tracked for sure.
My guess is once you check in they'd know about it within half an hour, but you might be lucky if they don't care. You should probably not have the phone at all, or at least keep it off. Switch it on after your drink.
If police finds you before...not much you can do...they probably taking you to hospital code black or if you're very lucky they won't arrest you and take you to your house.

if you have stable housing with your parents though why not reconsider? You might be able to solve your problems..

Btw where did you get the SN from? I've been trying for a while now and couldn't get anything..

Thanks for the info and reply, I appreciate it. I haven't heard of the tracking program, would you be able to send a news article or some more info about it? I'd be very curious to learn more about it and see if there's a way to work around it.

Unfortunately since my whole journey to the hotel will be 3 hours long I'll definitely have to be careful with being tracked. And it'll be likely 2 hours minimum before I actually drink the SN after arriving to the hotel too… How do you know the police may be aware within 30 minutes of me checking in to the hotel? I've booked through the hotel's online system though no pre-payment required so will pay in person once I arrive either by card or cash but I'm unsure of if they accept cash. How could I prevent being found or police aware of where I am/the hotel within 30 mins of check in as you say? I will have to bring my phone with me as I'd like to listen to some music before I ctb (phone on airplane mode)…

For instance, if I'm reported missing 1 hour after leaving by family, this means I'll still have 2 hours left of my journey on public transport until I arrive at the hotel ~8pm (around 1 hour drive from where I live). How long may it take for police to find me..? If I'm found by police, with my history, it is very likely I'll be involuntarily hospitalised and I can't have that happen. I agree though that the helpline was a very bad call, I strongly regret it now and know they were never going to be able to help. I guess it was a temporary moment of ambivalence.

I know, I can't do it in my family home though. I can't and don't want my parents to find me or my body. It would traumatise them even more and I don't want to cause any more pain than I already have. It would also significantly raise the chances of being saved before ctb too. As for where I got the SN, I'm unsure of if it's allowed to share sources on here and I can't share sources publicly on this thread either. It is very difficult to obtain SN in Australia though and I got mine from a dark web market. Thanks again :)