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MuccaFelice

MuccaFelice

Pessimist, egoist and book lover.
Apr 13, 2021
7
Recently I got kilo of SN from eBay, luckly here in italy it's easy to get and now I have it with me. It look like salt, it taste like salt and it's soluble in water. I can clearly use it to make pasta! Wouldn't it be a fantastic way to die? Of course i know that the dose wouldn't be sufficent but let me dream. Anyway, how it has arrived I stopped feeling suicidal, probably one or two days and I wouldn't be there,
I started working and I'm happy. I'm not glad that I survived that bad period and I'm happy to know that if I will come across another I'll have an escape, that's for all pro-life who say "It will be better".

P.S. I raccomend reading Emil Cioran (in particular "The Trouble With Being Born") a romanian philosopher that talked a lot about suicide in a way that I like very much.
 
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