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Drowning fish

Drowning fish

I want to die
Sep 9, 2020
76
So before stumbling on this site I was big into the charcoal method as every media coverage of it made it sound so easy and peaceful. I have to admit the copycat factor made me really want to go this way as a lot of people I admired ctb this way.
However, if I fail my body will be fcked up. Also I can't get access to a small secluded area easily nor stock the material without my family questioning me. Also I don't want to accidentally poison my pets, they're like my children since doing it home looks like my only option.

Then I discovered SN here. Unlike charcoal, it sounds much more painful but in case of being saved, I risk no damage. However, I have a very weak intestine and suffer stomach pain almost daily, which makes me wonder if I'll suffer a lot from ingesting SN. Also the preparation thing is kinda nerve wracking. But I don't need to go too far or find a specific room to do it, just the right time.

So now what is your personal opinion on both methods? I know SN is popular here but why more than charcoal?
 
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nitroautnz

Specialist
Sep 11, 2020
361
I would like to know too, as I consider SN and SA at first before finding really hard in my country to find.
Maybe because it's just a cocktail to drink compare to have to prepare the charcoal and having a sealed place of where to do it, and potentially getting caught and stop during/before it happens.
 
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TheQ22

Enlightened
Aug 17, 2020
1,097
I'm planning charcoal when it's cold for CO and hypothermia - double bubble, just to be sure. Can also drink a lot of alcohol that way to make it easier and improve the chances of success.

All methods carry risks and will potentially mess you up if you fail.

SN you can't drink alcohol, so no dutch courage and for me I don't like the idea of drinking a chemical, and also I know SI will kick in and I probably won't drink it.

The first way just seems easier and more peaceful.
 
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Homecoming

Wizard
Aug 14, 2020
643
I'd choose SN because I live with my parents and I don't want to burn down their house if I use Charcoal in my bedroom :ahhha:
 
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