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Karangel25

Experienced
Mar 9, 2019
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I just ordered some antiemetic from amazon
The metoclopramide. I got lucky!
I also found an amazon reccomeded sn
It's 2 lbs. but it's 99 % and even has an image of a skull on it.
I also ordered the acid blocker or whatever it is.
I am 300 lbs.
is 15 grams still recommended for me ? Or do I need to do more?
How can I measure the grams do I need to get a scale?
I plan to take it when everyone is at work.
I'm by myself for several hours. 8 at least.
My one goal was to take it at night. When everyone falls asleep. Because no one really checks on me in the morning. They just go to work. So I figured I can lock my door and just leave a note.
I really hope this works.
It's just a waiting game now. For when I get my stuff.
Any suggestions?
I am not wanting to fail at all as I'm tired of being in pain and at the hospital.
 
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Dead beat dad

Dead beat dad

Enlightened
Mar 5, 2019
1,029
Hi brother, I think the SN mega thread talks about the chemistry and might address your questions.
I wish you peace on your journey friend.
DBD
 
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