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hedezev4

hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
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So, I have 70 hours left - I just wanted to share my unusual SN protocol that I came up with.
If you have any thoughts, feel free to share - it would be interesting to discuss.

July 1
07:00 – Meto 10mg
15:00 – Meto 10mg
23:00 – Meto 10mg

July 2
07:00 – Meto 10mg
15:00 – Meto 10mg, Propranolol 40mg, Melatonin 3mg - go to sleep
23:00 – Wake up

23:30 – Ibuprofen 800mg and Meto 30mg

July 3
00:10 – Enteric capsules with 20g of nitrite + 100ml of water
00:40 – Propranolol 400mg in tablets
00:50 – Drink with 25g nitrite and 400mg propranolol crushed tablets in 50ml of water

Meto is taken 40 minutes before the capsules to speed up gastric emptying into the intestines.
The idea is that the enteric capsules reach the intestines, so I can't vomit them up - they'll definitely do their job, and the 100ml of water is to help move them through faster.
(I checked and I can swallow the capsules without water at all.)

Propranolol is taken 10 minutes before the SN drink - it might help a bit, though it will probably be vomited after the SN drink.
But if I take it earlier, it might work too strongly.

This isn't a goodbye post - I'll make that later :)
 
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jjanssen

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Good luck and god speed.

My first post here since registering (long time lurker).

I hope to make the same step as you soon.
 
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ThatRussianDude

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**** yeah, give it to me this is Heaven.
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So how many capsules does it get? Around 60?
 
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hedezev4

hedezev4

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So how many capsules does it get? Around 60?
No, these are size 0 capsules. I tested with sugar (which has a similar density), and it came out to 0.8g per capsule. That would be 25 capsules.
In reality, about 10 capsules would be enough to get a very high dose — around 7–8g.
 
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hedezev4

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By the way, I found out something important - capsules have a lock.
If you connect the two halves and press them together, it becomes very difficult to separate them afterward.
Good thing I learned that before trying.
 
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pthnrdnojvsc

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Aug 12, 2019
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Do these work ? Have u tested delayed release on some other medicine not SN?

I think it will work if the capsules do actually dissolve only in the intestine not in the stomach.

Can u give a link to the capsules?
 
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cowboypants

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May 7, 2024
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I am interested to see if this capsule method will work, I don't remember any older posts. Anyway, keep us updated.
 
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Esc9434

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Feb 25, 2020
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Why the enteric-coated capsules?

You already have the anti-emetic and planning to drink the SN afterwards?

You are doing too much.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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I don't vote bc I simply don't know.

I wish you all the best and good luck. I hope you find peace. 🫂


I tested with sugar (which has a similar density), and it came out to 0.8g per capsule.
Sugar certainly doesn't have a similar density as SN. Table salt (NaCl) has almost the exact same density as SN!
 
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hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
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Do these work ? Have u tested delayed release on some other medicine not SN?

I think it will work if the capsules do actually dissolve only in the intestine not in the stomach.

Can u give a link to the capsules?
I was thinking of doing a test with sugar, but the absorption rate of sugar is slightly slower than nitrite (according to Chatgpt), about 10–30% slower.
I definitely need to do at least 8 hours of fasting + 30mg of meto, 40 minutes wait, and 20g of sugar in capsules.
I'll probably do it that way on the first day of the meto course.
I have a glucose meter, so I'll try to measure the sugar like that.
I'll measure before taking the capsules for comparison, then test every 3-5 minutes.

If you don't live in a country that starts with the letter R, they won't deliver to you.
 
Carrot

Carrot

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Feb 25, 2025
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I don't know. If you deviate from the protocol you should know why. I have a few ideas of my own and know stuff that would make me unconcious (dexteometorphan), but it doesn't mean I should combine it with SN, it could make it worse (more painful or less reliablr) for some reasons unknown to me.
 
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Praestat_Mori

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May 21, 2023
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I have a glucose meter, so I'll try to measure the sugar like that.
In this case you should ingest glucose and not regular sugar bc glucose is absorbed much faster than regular sugar that. There are many different kinds of "sugars"!

Still, it's not the same as SN!
 
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hedezev4

hedezev4

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May 29, 2025
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Why the enteric-coated capsules?

You already have the anti-emetic and planning to drink the SN afterwards?

You are doing too much.
The capsules need to reach the intestines so I can't throw them up.

That's the point - to be as close to 99.9% as possible.
I'll also have two backup ctb methods in case anything goes wrong.
I don't want to play Russian roulette (with 5 out of 6 bullets), I want to do it right and succeed.
Sugar certainly doesn't have a similar density as SN. Table salt (NaCl) has almost the exact same density as SN!
You're right, I would definitely check that before taking it.
But that only means I'll have to take fewer capsules.
In this case you should ingest glucose and not regular sugar bc glucose is absorbed much faster than regular sugar that. There are many different kinds of "sugars"!

Still, it's not the same as SN!
Yes, you're right, I'll try to find glucose.
I don't know. If you deviate from the protocol you should know why. I have a few ideas of my own and know stuff that would make me unconcious (dexteometorphan), but it doesn't mean I should combine it with SN, it could make it worse (more painful or less reliablr) for some reasons unknown to me.
The point is to avoid messing up the protocol, since I won't be able to throw up if the capsules are in the intestines.
 
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Forveleth

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Mar 26, 2024
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Even though you're taking a bunch of meto, if you take the capsules only 40 minutes before you take SN, the capsules are still gonna be in your stomach, and if you vomit, you're just gonna throw up the capsules. It takes hours for things to reach your intestines, so if the idea is to take the capsules and have them kill you, then you need to take them hours before you drink SN. With your current plan, what will most likely happen is you will die from SN in 40 minutes and the capsules will still be sitting in your stomach undigested.
 
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hedezev4

hedezev4

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Even though you're taking a bunch of meadow, if you take the capsules only 40 minutes before you take SN, the capsules are still gonna be in your stomach, and if you vomit, you're just gonna throw up the capsules. It takes hours for things to reach your intestines, so if the idea is to take the capsules and have them kill you, then you need to take them hours before you drink SN. With your current plan, what will most likely happen is you will die from SN and 40 minutes and the capsules will still be sitting in your stomach undigested.
Are you sure about that? That the capsules, taken on an empty stomach along with a course of Meto (which speeds up the process), will take that long to be absorbed?
Honestly, I think I'll be able to feel when they're no longer in my stomach.
If I feel emptiness there, I can take drink SN earlier, if I still feel them inside, I can take it later. Actually, I've already ordered glucose and will run a test with it, Meto, and fasting on July 1–2. That way, I'll be able to more accurately understand the transit time and dissolution in the intestines.

There's also the option to take SN drink as soon as the first symptoms of poisoning appear.
 
encore

encore

she/her • BPD • rOCD
Nov 14, 2024
166
doubling down on what Forveleth said. you either do one or the other. there's also no good reason to extend your "protocol" into multiple days with SN. ensuring your stomach is empty is the only thing you realistically need, for most people that would take around 4-5 hours since last food intake.

you will throw up capsules if you are planning on drinking SN too soon. and by that point… what's the benefit in even drinking it? SN is a potent poison, in an environment where there's no acid to break it down, even as little as 10g is pretty much guaranteed to kill you.

i would say, for someone who needs to die relatively quickly -> SN solution is the way to go. and for someone who doesn't mind waiting a few hours for potentially milder symptoms and a greater chance of success overall -> capsules are a better option.
 

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