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peacefulexit

Student
Dec 17, 2023
102
I'm thinking of CTB tonight/in a few hours.

I have SN and everything else needed.

I haven't eaten today, but have drank alcohol.

Will that ruin my chances?

I'm also not sure how pure my SN is, as it's from a Polish / Poland source with the first word starting with O and the second word starting with M. (Can anyone vouch for their purity?)

What do you all think?

Update:

Just opened the SN package and it's in two bottles.

Update:

Okay I'll keep anyone who cares updated. Just took the paracetamol and preparing everything else.
 
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peacefulexit

Student
Dec 17, 2023
102
Update: now grinding the benzos and mixing three cups of SN.

Crushing benzos is taking ages.

Update: Okay. About to take first SN drink and benzos.
 
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peacefulexit

Student
Dec 17, 2023
102
Okay. Taken everything.
 
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Permanoir

Student
Dec 29, 2024
122
I hope you have a peaceful exit indeed. Sending hugs🫂
 
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peacefulexit

Student
Dec 17, 2023
102
Not feeling anything yet but will see what happens.
I hope you have a peaceful exit indeed. Sending hugs🫂
Thanks so much for replying. Taken first glass and will see what happens.
Okay feeling a bit weird now.
 
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SmilingNoMore

Paragon
Nov 25, 2024
964
Are you still here? How are you feeling? Wishing you all the best in peace and love on the journey and sending hugs.
 
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deadbidaylight

And the sun will set for you
Feb 27, 2025
535
I hope your journey was peaceful. Rest in peace 🕊️
 
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CravingPeace

It’s only a matter of time
Feb 19, 2025
338
Much love my friend. Rest in peace
 
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SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
2,813
Hope all went well, every good wish.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,061
I hope you are at peace. Rest easy.
 
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Sbetto

√\____/√\___/√\__/√\_/__________Chill guy
Dec 6, 2024
208
I hope you can find the peace and be free from your suffering❤️
 
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FishRain3469

Experienced
Mar 12, 2025
296
Thoughts and prayers to you in whatever happened, Blessings.
 
Tombs_in_your_eyes

Tombs_in_your_eyes

Probably crying
Oct 18, 2024
128
I hope you're at peace now 🕯️
 
Grh5116

Grh5116

Member
Mar 22, 2025
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You are not alone. I hope you aren't suffering anymore.
 
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DrJ3llyf1sh

PM me for info about SN / KN / ODing
Apr 6, 2025
51
They haven't had any activity since this post. I wish them the best.
 

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