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AkaRed

AkaRed

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Apr 20, 2023
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I'm a bit desperate right now. I didn't realize how hard this was going to be, and I could really use some help.

Like many people here I don't have it in me (I think) to try a risky or brutal method. I think other than this, jumping might be my only answer but that's also in the territory of "reliable, but not at all peaceful" and I don't know if I'll manage it. But I want to be gone so badly.

Anyways, when it comes to SN— does anyone have any sources outside of the US? I'm based in Australia and the only things I can find are US based, or require some form of business/poison license to purchase from.

Even if it's just a link to a marketplace on the deep web, anything will do.

I know that people are iffy about freely sharing vendors in the fear they'll be shut down, and that's completely valid.

Anything is appreciated, thank you so much.

Honestly doesn't even need to be SN either just anything that isnt horrific

<3
 
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