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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
It's odd but time to time I get small glimpses of hope that make me think everything is gonna be ok. Then the next bull shit thing happens then I go right back to the deep dark place in my head.
 
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SweetSurrender

SweetSurrender

Member
Oct 30, 2020
93
I am familiar with that cycle
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Happens to me all the time and every time I go back to the dark side, it gets worse.
 
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XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
I used to get those glimpses of hope. But not anymore. :hug:
 
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StateOfMind

StateOfMind

Liberty or Death
Apr 30, 2020
1,195
Don't get deluded by the "mystic" forces of survival instinct.
 
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DontGiveAshiit

Student
Nov 1, 2020
139
Tell me about it... For me it happens in seconds, one moment I have hopes, think everything can turn out fine, having plans etc, and literally 20 seconds after I suddenly think about all the shit I have and the shit that coming and just want to lay in my bed..
 
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sadworld

sadworld

existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
3,868
Yeah I always get them but when I think about them they slowly disappear
 
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Ghost2211

Archangel
Jan 20, 2020
6,015
I get moments of hope, and use them as stepping stones to get though the rough patches. They seem to come up often enough to keep me going. It's been a year now and I'm still here.
 
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All washed up

All washed up

Experienced
Oct 31, 2020
232
My moments of hope have been getting less and less as time drags on.

Today has been the absolute worse not even a glimmer of hope allday
 
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whywere

Angelic
Jun 26, 2020
4,060
I get the same way, one time everything is great then the next even minute everything goes to hell in a hand basket. NOW that is one of the things that is SO valuable to all of us here. We ARE ONE HUGE GLOBAL FAMILY and we care, love have empathy and kindness toward all of us here. Yes, I get VERY bad days/times but I have SS as a resource to log onto and get support. For real ALL of you are better for me than ANY mental health person EVER HAS! I THANK YOU for that!! Walter:heart::hug::happy::love:
 
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Sherri

Sherri

Archangel
Sep 28, 2020
13,791
It's odd but time to time I get small glimpses of hope that make me think everything is gonna be ok. Then the next bull shit thing happens then I go right back to the deep dark place in my head.
Same here, my therapist told me scream like a football player like he scored a goal in front of a mirror everyday for 5 seconds and do a 45 minute walk everyday and you will be healed. You can imagine my face right? Yeah...
 
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Throwmyselfaway

Throwmyselfaway

Not gone yet but soon
Jan 14, 2020
797
Same here, my therapist told me scream like a football player like he scored a goal in front of a mirror everyday for 5 seconds and do a 45 minute walk everyday and you will be healed. You can imagine my face right? Yeah...
Oh I can see the look you have him. Same look I have right now.
 
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Leftover

Leftover

I'd love to have something wise written here.
Oct 10, 2020
47
The only glimpse of hope I can get is thinking about finding what it is that keeps me going and finally sever it.
 
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