Venting slipping away a bit

[dollofyarn]

hello people.
I am getting worse and worse and it's scary because I can't seem to do anything about it. I have no appetite anymore and it's hard to even move from my bed. I feel so stuck and it feels like there is nothing for me to do here anymore. I don't find any inspiration anymore. People are so shallow and who even cares about each other in this day and age? I hate this planet so much. How is it possible that not every single person is depressed with how this world is? I do not understand.

 

[binkleshpoo]

I'm wondering the same thing. This US administration, as well as things going on in other countries, is driving me to suicide. Even if I tough it out, are we just going to keep doing this in circles? Forever? Even past the point of my natural death? Repeating history in the worst possible ways? Destroying others just because they're different, because you don't understand? Because somehow, to you, they don't deserve to exist?

I feel selfish saying this, but I wish I was somehow very stupid or very young again. That way, at least I could be able to ignore it somehow. I would also have an excuse to. But I can't just ignore it at my age. It's wrong to not care. Deplorable. I judge others who don't. My heart is too big. I am too human.