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bov

bov

Arcanist
Aug 26, 2020
405
How have you changed?

I've become a markedly worse person
 
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jolo44

New Member
Sep 27, 2020
4
Same. Lost any will to even try.
 
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Lupgevif

Lupgevif

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Jul 23, 2020
928
I have been spending more carelessly on videogames, even though I barely feel like playing them. I still live my day to day life normally, but I sure stopped giving my best on everything.
 
Rue89

Rue89

Visionary
Feb 10, 2020
2,726
I've been spending money carelessly, mostly on junk food, binge eating, and I've definitely become a worse person, someone I didn't want to become. A lot of people on SS know what I mean by that. I'm trying to work on that and make up for it before I ctb.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

lelouch. any pronouns. pfp is by pixiv id 3217872.
Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i've been caring less about what i do. if i fuck something up? it's okay, i'll eventually kill myself. if i say something rude? it's okay, i can always kill myself. i've been using suicide as a reason to act like an asshole.
 
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mooncake

mooncake

Student
Aug 7, 2020
116
I've kind of lost all real live connections and the ability to do what i need to, to hold my head above water until i can finally go. Which in turn makes it harder to ctb
 
XYZ

XYZ

I just can’t get these damn wrists to bleed
Jul 22, 2020
800
I'm the same weirdo with the same problems. I haven't noticed a change. I don't feel zen or anything like that.
 
Wayfaerer

Wayfaerer

JFMSUF
Aug 21, 2019
1,938
I've become much more careless which is the opposite of what I was before and I've lost that filter where I am more direct and open than normal. I also fear almost nothing because anything bad that happens to me is inconsequential.
 
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sullen-girl

Member
Jan 9, 2020
11
more blunt and honest, no longer let anyone walk over me or hide my feelings just for other people's comfort and benefit
 

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