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TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
411
It seems like this a topic that has been discussed before, but who cares. :) I want to know about the seemingly "silly" things each of us is worried about regarding our ctbs.

I know alot of us are concerned with how our ctbs will affect family, friends, significant others- those are valid concerns, but they aren't really "silly" (though I guess we each might have a diff interpretation of that word), so I'm not asking about those in particular, but feel free to share whatever you want. 😊

Mine are as follows:

*I worry about the 100+ houseplants I have. Will anyone care for them, or will they die along with me?

*What about all of my clothing, my custom-framed artwork, and my books? Will other people love and treasure these items too?

*Also, I know it's completely normal for our bowels to empty upon death, but I really don't want to shit myself when I die. lol. So I guess I'll do what I can to avoid this as much as possible? 🤷‍♀️
 
TapeMachine

TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
411
I'm lonely and bored, so I'm going to bump this :)
 
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SamTam33

Warlock
Oct 9, 2022
763
I wonder how the morgue people* are going to style my hair lmao. I want to leave them some reference pics.

I also wonder if my mom will think my house is clean enough should she be the one to pack my things up. Her standards of cleanliness are impossible.

Everyday I clean out a drawer or dust behind a piece of furniture in anticipation of her scrunching up her nose.

Edit: *not the morgue people but whoever is in charge of styling the dead bodies before the funeral.
 
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TapeMachine

perpetually confused
Jan 12, 2023
411
@SamTam33 I tried to give you the 😄, but the only emoji I can hit on tor on my phone is the "like". It's super irritating (and boring), but oh well.

I understand about the hair thing! Reference pics: 🤣 You should so do that.

Similarly, I wonder what picture they'll use of me if my ctb is posted somewhere publicly, like the newspaper or online. Maybe I can leave a few acceptable photos on my phone and delete all the rest, yeah? Lol
 
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