• ⚠️ UK Access Block Notice: Beginning July 1, 2025, this site will no longer be accessible from the United Kingdom. This is a voluntary decision made by the site's administrators. We were not forced or ordered to implement this block. If you're located in the UK, we recommend using a VPN to maintain access.

ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
294
I currently have my unopened 200g of SN. I'm contemplating attempting CTB this weekend, as I chickened out last weekend.

However, one of my biggest fears and what keeps me from attempting is the thought of failure and it leading to things being worse. I'd hate to lose my method of escape if I fail. So I keep contemplating splitting up my SN into ziplock baggies so I can hide the rest somewhere. Is this a good idea, or is it best to leave it unopened so it doesn't get ruined?
 
maniac116

maniac116

My own worst enemy🌹💔
Aug 10, 2024
1,751
No, you shouldn't open the package.
Though SN is fairly stable, when its exposed to air it begins the process of slowly turning to sodium niTRATE, which is useless for ctb. 🤗🌹💔
 
R

rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,055
It should be ok to be divided so long as you are careful not to let it exposed to air too long or too much skin contact. But I'd say there is a higher chance of someone finding your stash and it posing a threat than of you failing (provided protocol is followed). Make sure to lable it properly of it's poisonous nature and to discard properly away from humans or animals.
 
ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
294
Thank you guys. I guess maybe I'm over-worrying the failure thing. I don't want to be found too early or mess it up somehow. Terrified of it. But I've got meto and everything needed, don't plan on calling 911. Maybe I'm overthinking it.
 
ihatemyselfwanttodi

ihatemyselfwanttodi

Experienced
Jan 26, 2025
294
It should be ok to be divided so long as you are careful not to let it exposed to air too long or too much skin contact. But I'd say there is a higher chance of someone finding your stash and it posing a threat than of you failing (provided protocol is followed). Make sure to lable it properly of it's poisonous nature and to discard properly away from humans or animals.
Any idea how long SN should be okay for after opened? Like if I open it the day before I CTB?
 
R

rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
4,055
Any idea how long SN should be okay for after opened? Like if I open it the day before I CTB?
I don't think there is a guideline of how long it should be but I'm guessing as long as it takes to quickly transfer to a bag and seal?
 

Similar threads

imsorryeveryone
Replies
0
Views
238
Suicide Discussion
imsorryeveryone
imsorryeveryone
spark
Replies
3
Views
329
Suicide Discussion
EmptyBottle
EmptyBottle
GASLIGHTER7000
Replies
3
Views
322
Recovery
dead dav
dead dav
W
Replies
5
Views
244
Suicide Discussion
wontachievehappines
W