Help Should I just take SN?

[Fire&Ash]

Well I have all the supplies for SN for a little over a year now, but ideally I wanted to get N. I just don't know how to purchase because I don't understand Bitcoin and using my ID. I know the email etc. just purchasing it is the problem. So now, I'm rethinking my SN plan cuz if I can't figure this bitcoin thing out, that's it. The only flaw I can't stand with SN is that I'm skin will turn blue and that looks seriously unappealing for the people to see my body at my funeral, especially my parents. I want my skin to be ashen white since I'm Caucasian, not freakin blue. I actually want to look descent. Am I right about that fact?

 

[supermario]

If your main stumbling block with getting N is with bitcoin, I wouldn't give up. You only ctb once, if you have the means, do it as perfectly as possible. I wish I could get N, but I live in Asia where customs are super strict.

From what I understand, you can buy bitcoin using coinbase, then transfer it to a wallet using something like electrum or something. That's as far as my knowledge on this goes.

 

[PeacefulTonic]

You're not gonna look the same in a casket, regardless of your method. They always use make up and other things to make you look more presentable

 

[Fire&Ash]

You're not gonna look the same in a casket, regardless of your method. They always use make up and other things to make you look more presentable

In my community, someone like a relative washes the body. No makeup. But since this is suicide, I probly won't even get that and just be buried. No reapects

 

[blueclover_.]

Just put heavy makeup on if you want to ctb with SN. That's what i'm going to do as well.