SovietSuicide
Student
- Jan 8, 2022
- 130
Okay pretty much everything is set. The last thing I'm struggling with is whether to get in touch with my partner/ex-partner. They mean a lot to me but we had our struggles and a turbulent relationship.
They helped me a lot but they always think they're right & I always think I'm right so about 2 months ago we just went no contact, I could tell they'd had enough.
I really want to spend one more day with them, I've basically been completely socially isolated for the whole 2 months but at the same time I think it will be easier for them if I don't. I could ask to spend some time, I could just send them a text or I could continue with no contact. They know my plans & won't intefere too much but I just want them to be okay, I don't want to hurt them.
I wish I could just hug them again but I don't want to cause any more pain.
They helped me a lot but they always think they're right & I always think I'm right so about 2 months ago we just went no contact, I could tell they'd had enough.
I really want to spend one more day with them, I've basically been completely socially isolated for the whole 2 months but at the same time I think it will be easier for them if I don't. I could ask to spend some time, I could just send them a text or I could continue with no contact. They know my plans & won't intefere too much but I just want them to be okay, I don't want to hurt them.
I wish I could just hug them again but I don't want to cause any more pain.
